Today, almost everyone spoiled my mood except for my friends. I am so pissed off with those kids who scolded me when I look at them. I am not a doll, I have feelings. I was happened to look up so what's the matter with that? Oh damn. And due to that, I don't have the mood for Art but actually, when I'm not in the mood, I could draw it quite well. And it's my first concentrating on my Art work. I was quite surprised when Mdm R have to correct my eyes only. And the rest of the parts are not bad after all.

I don't know why I don't have the mood to eat during recess. Maybe, I was so stressed up during Art. I only had Green Apple (my all time favourite). And since I'm having EBS, English & CPA later, I have to filled up my stomach so that it won't trouble me later asking me to eat. So, I had egg tart for myself. -.-

Ebs was fun because we went to MPR3 and had some session with our company. I really had fun laughing and at the same time, advising. Wah, I am qualified to become an adviser/counsellor. Serious. I will always be the one who console people. Walaowei! When my turn, no one came up to me to make me feel better. Not fair! Hahaha. So when I was taking my time thinking which to choose, suddenly I feel like eating potato chips. Looking at the paper, we have to label the potato chips that are from different brand. Wah, tempting gila. But what to do? I can't have it at that period of time.

After school, I went home straight because I don't feel like hanging out and besides that, Shidah wanted to go back home too. So since my ez-link had expired yesterday, I decided to walk back home with Farhana because I wanted to save my money for some things. So yeah, when we were walking, we really have a good talk. We did talk a lot. From A-Z but hell-o, we didn't talk about people. We talk about our own life. Hahaha.

Tomorrow is Friday & its the last day of school for the week. I really need a break. My brain can explode any time if I don't have a break. I am tired. My brains could not function no more. I have to study Mathematics, English & EBS all by myself. I don't have tuition because my tutor has already started working. It was kinda disappointing but what to do? Mum thought of replacing a new tutor but I can't. I'm used to her teaching and I cannot move on to the new one. Different people, different ways of teaching. Right? So yeah, I better study on my own. That would be much more better. At least, it paid off. But nah, no. I failed my maths. I got 10 out of 25 and that was really bad. Because why? I didn't study. I study the day when I took my maths test. But 10 was not bad anyway. The mistakes that I've made is, being careless. If I were to put in more effort & be careful, I would've score better than this. But it's okay, this is not the last test anyway. Or is it?

National day is coming soon! Why am I so excited when I don't even HAVE the tickets with me? Haiya. I have to catch it on TV. I want to watch live, I want the bags and the stuff inside. This year ain't like last year. For the past years, I've been getting those stuff eventhough I did not go. It's either my brother or brother in law would give us one. But the best year is 2005 when I was primary 5, I went to the stadium but we only watched the rehearsals. At least, we get the chance to go there. Right?

Is H1N1 over? I am so tired of taking temperature almost everyday! Errrg. Oh, I got scolded by Mr lee because I came late to school today. Blame on the bus, not me! Stupid. If its not for the bus, I would have reached school much more earlier ah. But whenever he scold me, I just feel like quitting school. Serious. I did nagged at myself just now. Hahaha. Crazy eh but I'm not lah. I was just pissed off man! Don't shout at us lah. You can talk to us nicely what. Nevermind, my bad anyway for coming to school late. Become a habit already :)

Saturday! I will get to meet my cousins! Woohhhoooo. I missed them so much. I didn't get to meet them at the last gathering because I was having my AYG. :)

I think I've blogged too much. I should get going now because I need to complete my homework which I've not done yet.

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1.Real Name : Julinda.
2. Nickname(s) : Linda.
3. Star signs : Libra
4. Male or female : Female
5. Primary School : Shuqun Primary School.
6. Secondary School : Jurongville Secondary School.
7. JC/Poly : No.
8. Hair Colour : Dark brown
9. Long or Short : Medium length.
10. Loud or quiet : Loud.
11. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans.
12. Phone or Camera : Handphone.
13. Health freak : Definitely, No.
14. Drink or smoke : Not at all.
15. Do you have a crush on someone? : Absolutely, Yes.
16. Eat or Drink : Both.
17. Piercings : No.
18. Tattoos : No.

HAVE YOU EVER?
19. In an airplane : Yes.
20. Been in a relationship : Yes.
21. Been in a car accident : No.
22. Been in a fist fight : No.
23. First piercing : No.
24. First best friend : Nabillah Syazwani. (when we're in kindergarten)
25. First award : Good progress award.
26. First crush : I've forgotten his name.
27. First vacation : Can't re-call.

LASTS :
28. Last person you talked to : Anisah.
29. Last person you texted : Shahrin.
30. Last person you watched a movie with : Sister.
31. Last food you ate : Rice with egg.
32. Last movie you watched : Drag me to hell.
33. Last song you listened to : Takin' Back My Love.
34. Last thing you brought : Chicken toast.
35. Last person you hugged : Nur Hasya Aqilah (My niece)

FAVOURITES :
36. Food : Spicy food.
37. Drinks : Milk Tea.
38. Clothing : Dresses & T-shirts.
39. Books : Not really into books.
40. Song : Any types of music.
41. Flower : Sunflower & Orchid.
42. Colours : Rainbows.
43. Movies : Horror.
44. Phrase : " Ape dah kau. Apa je. "
45. Subjects : Mathematics, Ebs.

In 2008 ,
[x] means yes .
46. [ ] Kissed in the snow
47. [ ] Celebrated Halloween
48. [x] Had your heart broken
49. [x] When over the minutes in cell phone
50. [ ] Someone questioned your sexual orientation
51. [x] Came out of the closet
52. [ ] Gotten pregnant
53. [ ] Had an abortion
54. [x] Done something you've regretted
55. [x] Broke a promise
56. [x] Hid a secret
57. [x] Pretended to be happy
58. [x] Met someone who changed your life
59. [x] Pretended to be sick
60. [x] Left the country
61. [ ] Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
62. [x] Cried over silliest things
63. [ ] Run a mile
64. [ ] When to the beach with your best friend(s)
65. [x] Stay single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
66. Eating : No.
67. Drinking : Mineral water.
66. I'm about to : Offline msn & do my homework.
67. Listening to : Music.
68. Plans for tomorrow : Go to school early.
69. Waiting for : My birthday!

YOUR FUTURE
70. Want kids : Yes.
71. Want to get married : yes.
73. Careers in mind : Dancer/Dance instructor.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH BOY
74. Lips or eyes : Eyes. (attractions)
75. Shorter or Taller : Taller.
76. Romantic or Spontaneous : Romantic.
77. Nice stomach or Nice arms : No one is perfect.
78. Sensitive or Loud : Loud.
79. Hook-up or Relationship : Relationship.
80. Trouble maker or Hesitant : None.

HAVE YOU EVER ?
81. Lost glasses/contacts : No. (I only had broke them)
82. Ran away from home : No
83. Hold a gun/knife for self-defense : NO.
84. Killed somebody : No.
85. Broken someone's heart : Yes, definitely.
86. Been arrested : Yes. (When I was little.)
87. Cried when someone died : Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :
88. Yourself : Yes.
89. Miracles : 50%
90. Love at first sight : Yes!
91. Heaven : Yes!
92. Santa Claus : No.
93. Sex on the first date : No.
94. Kiss on the first date : NO.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
95. Is there one person you want to be with right now? : Yes.
96. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? : Not really because someone whom I really love leave me and gone to another world.
97. Do you believe in god? Yes.

1. Wad is your full name? : Julinda Bte Mohamed.
2. Currently staying in what school? : Jurongville Secondary.
3. What is your age? : Turn 15 on 09 october.
4. How many siblings do you have? : Including me, 4.
5. What is your currently mood? : Happy, excited, tired, paranoid.
6. Enjoy your june holidays? : Yes.
7. RP or ADSS? : -.-
8. Which season do you like the most? : Winter.
9. Where do you live at? : Jurong West.
10. North or East? : ?
11. Which channel do you like the most? Mtv, HBO, Suria.
12. What do you like to do when you are free? : Surf the net, dreaming, talking, smsing, dancing, eating.
13. Who is your crush? : Don't tell me that I have to revealed his name here? :S
14. Friendship or Love? Frienship.
15. Coffee or Tea? Coffee.
16. Favourite car brand? Mazda.
17. Who do you trust in your class? : Bestriends :)
18. What are the colours of the rainbow? Green, Yellow, Blue, Red, Purple, Pink, Orange. (Not in order.)
19. Like your parents? : I don't like but I love.
20. Have maid at home? : Yes.

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today is such a mundane day in school, to me. since mrs neo did not attend to school, dreamweaver students have to stay at class for two periods. and with that two periods, we use it to talk & also have fun in the class with the rest of our classmates. two periods is actually quite long & i could not take it any longer so i joined the rest. they played the guessing game. i know it's kinda lame but what to do, i've got nothing better to do so i joined in the fun. we even took pictures. i was shocked when i get to know that we took 41 over pictures. i know you can't believe it but what to do, you still have to believe it. so long as there's me & suhailah, pictures will never be less. it will be tons of it because we loves to take pictures until we're tired of smiling. heck care if we pecah thousands or what. its our face anyway, why bother? :)

after the two periods, the class re-united back and had english. we go through the papers & we have file-filling in class. since some of them did not bring the form that mr lim asked so lessons at the lab would resume tomorrow. i hope that almost 50% bring the forms tomorrow. i really had so much fun during english lessons. especially when the time where we fight over answers. serious, the bonding is there! i love today's english lessons but there's only one period of it. so yeah, i wished it could be extended to another one more hour.

maths was quite bored. we learn new chapter, graphs. i am really confused with what mr chia teach us just now. and yet, i didn't bother to ask him. but, i'm able to do the maths questions. weird ain't it? next was contact time & there's no grandfather story so we were dismissed 1 minute earlier. and i straight went to the office to take the forms that ibu sarah ask me to take and fill up the missing part.

right after school, we chill out at the void deck near the PD and move at about 2.30pm. i don't know why all of us don't have the mood to hang out today. its my first time having this feeling ay. anyway, i've just recover from sick yo! running nose is still there but now it's getting much better.

i did not know where i'm standing & i'm at now. i don't know what i'm going through next. i am really scared. scare with the challenges that god will give me next.

what a long post. it has been so long i last had a long long post like this.

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Makin melampau nampak? Aku malas nak layan, tak kuasa ah. Kau nak cakap apa, cakap lah. Aku tak heran langsung. Ini diri aku & aku tak suka orang nak comment sini sana pasal aku. Kau kalau pikir bagus nah, kau tak akan datang sini buat kecoh. Okay? Aku harap kau pakai otak kau and pikir as much as you can. Ingat, tak ada orang yang perfect eh. This is so yesterday's game.

Only matured people would think this way. If you don't have the same thinking as I do, meaning, you're still kiddish.

Thanks for the effort of thinking a way on how to spammed my tagboard. But i guess you're just wasting your time spamming me because i don't really care much. I think i know myself the best & i don't really talk about people. I have my own respect. And i don't think you know me, so don't judge me anyhow you like. Even if i'm big size, so what? I love the way i am. My family is the ONE who feeds me. Not you. Haiya, i don't want to waste my time to elaborate on this. So immature. Grow up please.

I thought that by the time I reached school, things would go easy for me but eventually, it does not. I feel like cutting off my nose. I get so irritated with it and I keep on asking for tissues. I've got no mood to study due to headace. It was F**king pain, I tell you. I feel like hitting my head to the wall. That would be so much better. But another problem is, my body is f**king weak too. Most of the time, I was lying at the table. I really can't take it. Thank god there's PE, I took the chance to play badminton and I feel so much better but the unlucky thing that happened to me is, I've got rashes all over my hands. Even my legs, but not the whole leg.

Art was next. I keep quiet & try to cool myself down. I can't even concentrate. Even if I'm not sick, I won't be concentrating. Tomorrow, there's 3 period of it. I don't know how on earth am I going to survive. I thought of not going to school tomorrow but again, my mum does not allow me to. I have to be strong and drag myself to school eventhough I'm late. Ah, I was late just now. I came to school at about 7.35am, as if I own that school. Luckily Mr Seah did not come but my name will send over to him. -.- Nevermind, second time only.

Since the Mee stall sells my favourite mee noodle which is Mee rebus, I had one and eat it. But I eat it slowly because I have headace and could not stand it any longer. I feel like dying. Really. It's killing me. But in the end, I'm able to finished it up because I'm so hungry. Tomorrow, I'll be fasting. Mum ask me to fast tomorrow, with my irritating flu & headace. Wah, I die uh. Somemore, I got sore throat. Nevemind, I'm strong.

So, we'll see how it goes tomorrow. I hope everything would be fine. I notice that I've been complaining since the starting of the post. Hahaha :) Complainer bitch number #1.

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GIRL, I wanted to have some privacy conversation with someone whom I've never meet/talk with for so long and there's some bitch who interupt us and I feel kinda irritating with her presence. That was fine for me because I'm not the only one that HE can talk with, am I right? But tell me who is the hell is she to take his bag and put on her lap? Ew, it really disgust me and I almost wanted to shout and scold you but hell, I've got no rights. Urghhhhh.

Let me get myself clear, I don't like him but hey, who does not get mad right? Only fools won't. Even though we're not even items but we are friends. And for godness sake, you're like flirting with so many guys. Girl, please remember that you're someone's property & please stop flirting. Every guys likes you. Tell me what's your secret? What's the BIG DEAL about you huh? You're nothing. You're just a piece of shit. (I said this because I really really dislike her)

You better don't flirt with someone who I've put him at the top of my heart. If you try to, I'll definitely give one tight slap on your face. I'll do it. I meant what I say. I don't care who you are. I don't care if you want to drag this issue bigger because I believed, everyone would be on my side (with full confident eh!) But keep it cool linda, I know it won't happen. It's far too impossible. Right? Heh, okay dah finish.

I AM A HAPPY GIRL TODAY EVEN THOUGH I MISS SOMEONE BADLY. Put that aside because that someone is still alive. Not even dead :) But I hope, that someone won't go missing for so long. Hahahaha.

Oral was fine, quite easy and manageable. But when the invigilators ask me some random questions that does not really related to the story, I was totally blank and did not know what to say. But I just shoot whatever answers that came out in my mind. After a few questions, I went off, took my phone and waited patiencely at the canteen. Farah bustard, paitao or whatever you named it. She said, she would wait for us at the canteen but she did not. Fug. She went home first. Maybe because her computer had already arrived and eager to use it, MAYBE :)

After gathered everyone, chill out at the nearest dome and reminiscence the past and we talk about our life and all. We did talk, gossip, laugh out loud. And we even had heart-to-heart talk. I've told shidah the truth and hope she did not get offended with whatever that I've said. Around 6, took 99 and home sweet home.

I wanted to tell you readers that my life is getting boring each day and from now onwards, DREAM if you're hoping for long post :(

I'm happy :)

I've got no best words to describe my day but I guess, I really had fun smiling at almost every people around me. I think the best part was, youknowIknow. And though friday is the shortest day among the days in school, the first two period was quite long :( But anyway, I had fun reading blogs in the morning when teachers are teaching. I'm not rebellious but stubborn.

I really hope that no one would destroy my mood today :)

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I lied. I did say I wanted to finished up my homework prolly around two, right? But I did not do as I say. Sister asked me out with two of her friends to have dinner at Seoul Garden. Since she ask me out, so I just tag along. And that time, it was only one thirty. So, while waiting for 4 plus, I decided to catch a good sleep first because I am so sleepy at that moment. I went to sleep and my maid woke me up at 4. Then, I had some talks with my mum and play around with Aqilah.

Take a long bath and dress myself up and wait for my sister at the bus-stop. I reached before kak liza reached and we did talk alot about schools and stuff. My sister said 5pm at the bus-stop but in the end, she ditched us. She delayed into 5.15pm and we waited for her for 15 minutes? Ok, close one eye. We took taxi all the way to Causeway and the taxi driver drives the long way & it cost sister $17 plus for the fare. I went to the nearest MRT station to refund the green ticket and get my $1 back.

To cut it short, all of us met kak Yati outside Seoul Garden. We then went in and pay everything and find a spot to seat and attack the foods! I took a lot of meats. I don't feel like eating chicken but I did try the tom yam chicken and it was yummy! Eat and eat and eat, I finally stop eating and ice-creams next! From Yam to chocolate oreo to peppermint to strawberry. Hehehe. I don't put the nuts because I dislike having nuts on top of the ice-creams! It's so yuckish. I'd prefer chocolate fudge! Heaven~

I drag my sister to popular to get wrapping paper for Sri Ayu's birthday which falls tomorrow. I got the flower wrapper which cost me $1.20. Cheap right? Afterwhich, we headed off to the ground level and check out some bracelet or is it necklace at SK jewellery because sister is getting something for her Engineer or whoever he/she is. Slacked and went off at 9.30pm :) I finished my homeworks and now, I'm surfing the net.

My mum is starting to be more sporting now. She has never been this sporting before. I still could not believe that she's like this. Am I dreaming or something?

It has been so long i heard about you. It seems that you're running away from me but don't worry, i don't mind of losing you because even if i mind, you didn't appreciate me either. So, why should i cry so much for a guy like you? there are many guys out there.

How's my new blogskins? It took me more than an hour to complete the whole thing.

I've got so many homeworks that needed to be done today. I'll do it after I finished blogging & surfing the net, prolly at two pm later. I've skipped my tuition for like a few weeks due to AYG and another one week break, my brains are not even working. I can't remember anything because I've had too much of enjoy. I did not even bother to open up the books. But as I said just now, I'd do it later on. I'm busy with my own " things ". Now, I'm active back at Facebook after a few weeks I've left it dead. I've already know how to use it & I think it was quite cool :) I love it.

Life has been great this days. I love my life now. I've got no problems with anyone and I feel like as if I've changed. The brand new me. I'm no longer slacking in class. No longer waking up late (I'm used to wake up late but because of AYG, I woke up as early as 6). No more thinking about unnecessary things. But now, whenever I look at my phone, I'll smile widely because there's a nice picture of us :) Awww, so sweet ^^ Hahaha.

On the 11th, we've got performance at Vivo city -.-

if you are hiding your imperfect thang that were given to you, i guess you're one of those people who doesn't appreciate what God has created for you. you don't have to hide it from me, i've already know for a long time... before i know you. you don't have to be ashamed with it. it's a normal thing. only immature people will laugh at it once they see it. right? be thankful okay?

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AYG was extremely fun. I had fun doing the jobs that were assigned to me and I've learn a lot of new things. And now, I feel so weird because for the whole entire week in AYG, I've been dealing and meeting with foreigners and speaking their languages. Now, I'm back to school. I'm still not used with things around me.

I miss saying, good morning sir/mam.
I miss giving out the re-entry pass.
I miss tearing out the tickets.
I miss complaining to Aaron if I've got any problems with the customers.
I miss talking with Jason & Jeremy.
I miss going in and out just to look at everyone.
I miss talking in korean, chinese, indonesia & etc.
Simply, I miss everything.
can it be extended longer? But too bad, it has already ended :(