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YOUR WILL-NEVER-BE dream girl ![]() I am Julinda Bte Mohamed but I prefer being called Linda. I'm going 15 on the 9th of october. Jurongville secondary school is where I get knowledge. I love dancing and currently representing Turbulent Insanity Crew (TIC). What you see is what you get. If you really want what you want, you earn it. Don't get from someone's else. Anyway, I don't believe in forever. So far as I'm concerned, I don't hate anyone but I dislike. Everyone has its own flaws. I hate liars & backstabbers. I don't give someone 100% trust easily because humans are hard to believe. So if you wanna those trust, be honest with me. I'm not afraid at anyone except for God. I am not a loser nor failure, but I don't know why I kept on losing the most precious things in my life. I am an easy going girl & I'm friendly. I am not choosy. I am contented enough with what I have and I don't want to ask for more. Lastly, don't judge me because I know myself the best. And I'm what you're not. I do own a facebook, so add me! imoneandonlyjulinda@live.com |
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Tuesday, June 16, 200911:19 AM
why is it so hard?
I don't seems to understand why I'm not happy when there's no you? Life should move on and you people would have thought I'm not strong. Yes, I'm not strong enough to accept the fact that you are not there for me anymore. But that was fine because I take that easy because I know you're busy. I might not be the one. Even if I try even harder, I still won't be the one. Because you've never told me what type of girl you want in your life. You should have proud because I am being myself instead of being the girl that you want. Do you know that everywhere I go, I heard your names being called out but I'm wondering, why I didn't see you when I turned around? I know you have never expect this whenever you know the truth. But this is life. I bet you yourself could not hide your own feelings from someone. And I could roughly guess that one day, you might tell that someone you love her. But, I know it could not be me. It must be some other lucky girls out there. Yes, nothing is impossible. But I might not know what you've been up to. I love you & you love someone else. It's wasting my time. I don't expect more from you but please have some thoughts. I have been thinking about what others might said. But you, stopping me from thinking what people would say. People's mouth will never closed. Either they talk, bitch, gossip, critic. I should say that Life is never easy for me now. Without you, my life is completely different. I'm not kidding, its true. No one made me happy. No one cheer me up. No one made me laugh. No one jokes around with me. No one fight with me over a thing. No one would talk with me about stupid things. No one complains to me. Please come back and filled up my empty spaces. I miss you, seriously. To be frank, my happiness are with you. But to have hopes on someone who is not willing, there's no point. I better do my own things and move ahead. |
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