I am scared, really scared that I don't even dare to speak a single word to you. I am scared to tell you the truth despite knowing that you won't take any actions once you knew it. But, I don't know why I feel so so scared that I'm not able to control my feelings. Frankly, you're the only one that I love and you're the only one that can only make my heart feel better eventhough you've made me cry, pissed off or happy. I love to see you smile and to see you pissed off. It really makes me feel so going towards you and ask what happened but unfortunately, I can't. I am no one to you. I am just a normal friend of yours that will accompany you whenever you feel BORED, true enough? Sometimes, I feel its so unfair if you were to be with her cause yeah, out of blues you're close with her that really made me shock. It really sucks to see both of you together,you know.

Life has to move on, ain't it? People has been saying, there's a lot of guys out there that you can find but what if I say he's the only one? I'm so into him, people. I don't know which part of him that makes me feel sooooo melting. I can be crazy if you people push me further to find other people to REPLACED him. I know he had move on but I don't, you see. I hope he read this and know what I feel deep inside my heart. I hope one day, he would know about it. Lastly, I don't want to CONFESS aye. So don't forced me too. Confess is a stupid thing that I've ever done before and it makes me feel like an idiot, seirously. Only my close friend knows how stupid I am before. *huge sigh* I don't know what should I do.

I am moving to the next step, but I have many, so which one should I follow? Making a decision ain't as easy as you thought it can be. please, make me stronger than this. I know I'm able to do it. Everyone believed in me that I can do it. Thanks people for being there for me whenever I'm down. I appreciate all of you :]

I've got no choice. Its either I let you know the truth or I don't and forget you. That's it. Since you're happy with the way you are now, I can't destroy every single happy moments that you had, isn't it? Everyone wants to be happy. I love to see you happy but never to be happy with someone whom I really despised. Thankyou, I hope I would get a better life some day. With you.

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