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YOUR WILL-NEVER-BE dream girl  I am Julinda Bte Mohamed but I prefer being called Linda. I'm going 15 on the 9th of october. Jurongville secondary school is where I get knowledge. I love dancing and currently representing Turbulent Insanity Crew (TIC). What you see is what you get. If you really want what you want, you earn it. Don't get from someone's else. Anyway, I don't believe in forever. So far as I'm concerned, I don't hate anyone but I dislike. Everyone has its own flaws. I hate liars & backstabbers. I don't give someone 100% trust easily because humans are hard to believe. So if you wanna those trust, be honest with me. I'm not afraid at anyone except for God. I am not a loser nor failure, but I don't know why I kept on losing the most precious things in my life. I am an easy going girl & I'm friendly. I am not choosy. I am contented enough with what I have and I don't want to ask for more. Lastly, don't judge me because I know myself the best. And I'm what you're not. I do own a facebook, so add me! imoneandonlyjulinda@live.com |
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Tuesday, May 19, 200911:07 PM
You've changed. I am fucking dissapointed with you! You're not the one that I know. You're different now, totally. You're not being yourself infront of me. You're not the friendly guy that I know. You're not the one that I thought you are. You're not the old one but infact, You've changed into a new someone. And someone whom I don't wish to have in my life. Somehow, I feel regretted that I like you. Okay fine, since you're doing this to me. I'm gonna changed myself to the WORST just for you. I won't be the one that you know. I will be different & definitely, it's not me. I won't be friendly to you. I will never be myself infront of you. I won't be friendly to you. I won't be the one that you've thought of. I won't be the old one but I will made an effort to changed. I will turned myself into a new one. And someone that you don't wished to have in you life. And you'll feel regret to have a friend like me. But hey, don't worry. I won't turned into a bitch, for sure. I've faith in you. I've got confident in you. And I believed that we can go far than this. I always thought that you're the one that I dream of. I believed that we can be more than a friend. But to see you in this way, all my thoughts fade away. I've got no more confident in you & that's it. I'm going to find a way to forget you. -.- so pray hard for me that I can forget you in a week time. Eh, I'm doing this for real. I'm not jokking nor kidding. I don't have the anymore to joke around. I am so tired to tolerate this nonsense. I am so lazy to know about you, anymore. I've got no confident that you're sincere to be my friend. But, I wanna thanked you thanks for being there to fill in my empty spaces. And I wanna tell you that, you're the only one that can make me happy. But for now, I don't think you are. I am sorry. I think I hate you now. Go & find yourself a replacement of me cause, I won't be there if you need entertainment. I will never turn back myself & look at you. Even if you ar 2034956780493-2 times better than now. I am so dissapointed. I feel like I wanted to cry. But to think back again, I've cried a lot of times for you. Who do you think you are? You're useless guy, you know? Even my friend said so. But I believe in myself that you're not and you'll never be. cause I know you better than them. But, I'm sorry, I have to move on. I gave up. Can I sleep & not wake up? Or.... Can I skipped school for the rest of my life? I can't handle this. It's too hurtful. Laugh at me as hard as you can. You did not know me well. If you think I'm the worst girl ever, don't be too confident. Cause you might be the worst ever someone. Who talk bad things about people. Whatever it is, don't think about yourself. There are many people around you that you need to think OF. you've changed & I'm totally dissapointed. I am so tired to tolerate this. I don't want to talk about this anymore. Let's skip this part. Note this : I am not going to turn back & look at you. I am moving on. Labels: yay. |
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