Today, I had Art exams. I think I've did my best but I don't know if the teacher thinks I am but I know, I've give my best for those drawings. But, at the middle of the part, I changed the basket colour into light brown cus the sharpener is with Farrah. How come its with Farrah? Ms A bring it over to her place without even thinking if I need to use it. So due to that, I didn't get to colour my basket nicely cus I have to change the colour which look like shit. Nevermind, it's okay. Sacrifice for a friend.

Afterwhich, had prawn noodles at the canteen. Chit chat & look around & smile here and there. I'm always like that. I love to smile at everyone even someone who I did not know. Really, but sometimes ah. If I'm not in a good mood, I won't be doing it. I will keep the smile to myself & ignore everyone. Pretend that everyone does not exist in my life. perangai, teruk sak! Hehehe. But I did not managed to smile at all person cus lame-lame senyum terus malu2 ah. Funny right. Hey, I'm weird. You know? Eh, today I didn't saw that girl & I'm so happy but upon hearing some stories, happy terus dah tkde, sikit jer. Relex.. Sometimes, people who is shy to smile look cute too :)

Tomorrow will be the last paper for midyear exams. *hoorayyyy hoorayyy* gerek or what?! Tomorrow will be CPA theory. But I don't know based on what chapters. Should be one - three ah. Yeah, after that can happy happy. Can go out & have fun. Can dance here and there. Can smile here and there. Hehhhhhhhh, yeayyyy. Oh yes, I've yet to study CPA. My book is at my room & I'm lazy to bring it over to my living room. Malas gile ah. Can I study at night? :) Otak kau, malam aper seh masuk otak?? Can lah. Eh, should I study my sec two CPA? Yes or no ah. I don't know ah.

I just notice that whenever I blog-hopped to people's blog, nowadays people are so emoticonal (including me). Why ah? I don't know why. I'm emoticonal cus there are too many hurtful things happened to me. That's why I can't take it & I cry. But sometimes, I wonder, why am I not strong enough to overcome with all this. I'm so weak. I cry on small things but yet, it still hurtful. :'( It happened to me a lot of times but I just endure & pretend like there's nothing happened. Whatever that I've see with my own EYES, I won't look back and walk forward. Sometimes, people like to make me jealous. Serious ah. Habit already, what to do? Favourite per dier kasi org jealous. Hahaha.

What you did to her & she did to you & both of you do together really hurts me. It affects me badly. I can't move on, seriously. MFBT or what?