I'm not in my best mood right now due to some problems that I had in school today. I guess, I'm not strong enough to overcome it and thank god that my friends were there beside me to console me with words. But still, I still can't forget of what I saw just now. I'm too sad, too dissapointed & too jealous. What can I do so that I'm not able to see all this kind of thing? Whenever they happened to be together, I shouldn't look at them? But, where am I going to look at? Damn, this really stressed me out. I've tried to be strong not to cry but here I am, trying so hard & controlling though it's almost falling down to my cheeks. I must be happy :) Don't cry for a useless boy like him.

Mr C will not be coming to school for two weeks straight. Though he did not come, he still assign us worksheets from different school to complete. So in total, we've got 10 sets of worksheets (paper 1 & 2) to completed and will go through the answers once he's back from his TWO WEEKS MIA. For me, two weeks is long enough. I miss him. No, wait. I miss his shouting, his voice, his nagging & whatnot. Oh, tomorrow there's EBS. & my group have yet to present. Urggggh. Wish me luck yo though I only pressed the computer button to move on and etc. Still, at least, I do something rather than I didn't. Oh, english lesson, I slack. I didn't do anything. I look through the yearbook magazine & talk to my friends around me. Though Ms P is there but it seems that she's not there. I can't see her cus' of her shortness. But I can hear her voice but it wasn't clear enough for me since I seat right at the back. No, 2nd last. So yeah, fun ehhh? :)

This week, I'm packed with so many events going on. More over, SYF is drawing near & so does MYE. Angklung has been improved alot and hope that we could maintain this way. The bonding is there & I love sheila. She is so super-hyper-active today. Very noisy, kecoh but yet she's fun yo. Hahaha. We end slightly early cus' we managed to get the song right. Yeah right. MYE, hopefully the worksheets that were given really helps me besides tuition. Sometimes, I almost fell asleep during tuition due to my tiredness. But I managed to overcome it. And I find that I'm a bit slow to understand basic formulae. Yes, I am very slow.

To whoever that I've hurt, misunderstood & whatnot, I'm sorry for what I've did & I hope we can communicate well like what we had 3 years back then. Aite? Let's forgive & forget & not to think negative about each & other.

I am still not in a good mood. Wonder how will I re-act tomorrow eh?

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