I'm at the computer lab now & I'm having my CPA lesson. Today's lessons is such a bored. I am hungry & I want to eat. Time clock shows : 9.54am which simply means another 45 more minutes to go for recess. And I hate my chair cus it's senget. I can't even bring it up cus it will goes down back. Haiya, so troublesome. I have to endure with it & I had difficulties in typing cus my chair is so low. I can't even reach the keyboard. I'm so dramatic. *muka mintak sympathy*.

Labels: computer lab sungguh boring

I just do something that I wanted to do since last week & finally, I got to do it with sincere.

Can I not talk about school? School is getting boring nowadays except for those people who always make me smile whenever I see them. But yesterday, no one does except for this particular someone and I was mad girl the moment I stepped in the school. (only anisah & shidah know. )But it's just temporary. It won't happened every single day. I believed it will NEVER happen. If it happens everyday, I'll be the luckiest/happiest ever girl on earth. selalu cakap gini nanti betul betul jadi, tak happy sangat sebab ada aje batu penghalang.

I don't mind if she wants to spoilt my happiness. I've got so many friends around me who were there for me & understand me. I've always wanted to confront with her & talk things out but unfortunately, I can't find the right time yet. I'm still finding the right time and at the same time, I'm finding fault with her. Haha. I'm bad, yes I am. But please, I'm not this bad if that someone did not make me pissed off. And I've always been telling myself that, I won't tolerate/entertain/friendly/forgive that someone. Even if she seek and begged me, I still not going to forgive her. N E V E R.

I'm too emoticonal. Am I? So many people has been saying that I'm too emoticonal this days. Blame to that particular someone who made me like this lah.

Lastly,
I miss someone.
[ clue? my private blog ade! ]

Labels: feelings like this.

Believe it or not, I've cried for the fifth time. This time round, I am hurt badly based on what I've saw. I've been so emoticonal this days, I don't know why. I just can't controlled my feelings and besides that, I can stop thinking negatively about you. However, all the negatives thoughts that lingers on my mind are true. Even if I've tried, I failed to do so. Cus, I'm no longer the old me. And I think that I'm following someone's atittude. I realised that. Whenever I tried to smile at you, I failed. Instead, I rolled my eyes at you. I'm so sorry but due to my anger, what's on my mind now is to follow what my heart says. And just so you know, fifth time is considered too much. So, think about it. I mean, think back how much you've hurt me.

I've tried to think positive but I failed, again. I tried to hold on my tears, I failed and I have to let it go. I feel like a loser. I feel like an idiot & also I feel so hopeless. I'm so weak. I can't handle small things. Sometimes, I love to drag this issues longer. I just don't understand me. Serious, I don't. I don't understand why I can understand people's situation but me, I don't understand my situation. Infact, I don't know what I'm doing. Sometimes, I don't think before I do things that obviously would affects me. I am so pathetic :[ Besides that, I've changed. I hate smiling to people cus in the end, they would just give me faces or they reply me with fake smile. [ kalo tak ikhlas, takyah senyum skali kan senang ] -.-

The only one who can make me happy is none other than my friends & my crewmates. Thanks for being there for me. I really appreciate your advice and stuff. It really makes me feel better. I hope after all those talks, I would be okay. And now, I'm still not okay. My mind are disturbed with this stupid thing. Urgh, I really can't get over it. Fuck it. I have to move on....

If you feel that you are not satisfied with certain things/the way I talk/ the way I looked at you, feel free to confront with me. But please, talk with nice way or else, nothing would solved. On the other hand, I hope that none of you had hold grudges on me. Thank you.

Shidah & friends, I'm sorry that I could not come last minute due to some urgent things that I must go. I'm so sorry :( And lastly, happy fifteeeeeen birthday Farrah Farisha :)

Lastly, I miss the old us. Can I have it back? *tears rolling down the cheeks*

I catch a movie with my sister, my brother in law & his family. We watched Jangan Tegur. And I recommend you people to watch it cause it's way better than the other two movies, jangan pandang belakang and congkak. I swear you will have lots of fun shouting in the cinema. Most of the scene are shocking & scary. Yes, it's damn scary. Go & watch it, it worth your money.

I had difficulties to forget someone. It's really hard, I swear. Eversince the incident, I can't stop thinking about you. Somehow, I just feel like I'm hating you. But you're just one of a kind boy that I think you don't deserved to be hate. Urgh.

I think my life is getting much more better as to compared with my previous old old life. It's easy for me to get rid from problem. Just by dancing and it really solved everything. I mean as in, I don't have to think about it real hard. I am relaxing my mind right now. No more stress, no more thinking but I still have this feelings called, ' Jealous '.

Throw that away & everything is going to be alright. I am a busy girl just now. So many people has been sms-ing me & I'm so sorry that I did not replied to some of you people's smses. kes malas nak layan lah. Hehe...

I think I am so stupid at times. Ain't it?
What the fuck. At least, you people can rely on ME.

Today, I had my Malay & English paper. It was quite easy but when it comes to letter writting, my mind went completely blank. And, I could not think anything. I think & I turned to the page for reference still, nothing comes out from my mind. I didn't give up, I rest my mind & I read it back & do it with peace. Afterwhich, I leave one of the questions blank cus that question really confused me up. Overall, quite managable.

I sleep after I'm done with English paper one. Afterwhich, teacher hold us back cus one of my classmates phone went missing. I felt pity for him. The phone that he own is N95. tk menangis ke? handphone mahal siol. I went to canteen to get drinks cus I am so thirsthy.

I had a boring life, I know. But it would be boring if I'm in school, when I'm out, it's not bored anymore. Righttttttttt? Oh, I have yet to go to doctor for check up. At the same time, I have not sign my OBS form yet. I'll do it later.

I told my maths teacher that I did not take my maths class test but he ignored me. Wth. It's important cus the marks will be counted to my CA or SA marks. Urgggh.

I left my memory card with farhana's handphone cause I was rushing to the bus-stop cause I'm late for tuition. I don't know for how long she had wait for me but I almost cry at the bus-stop cause the bus is so damn late. I got pissed off that I nearly wanted to walked my way home from Taman Jurong but I'm just too tired so I wait. I reached home at 7.45pm & I rushed myself to my room to get all my things & went to my kitchen & start doing revision. At that point of them, I am so sleepy but I managed to stay awake cause I keep asking my tutor questions that I don't know. Maybe, I'm taking my test tomorrow since I didn't take it on Tuesday.

Let's talk about just now SYF judgement central (?). I think that we've did our best & hope that we could clinched a better award rather than Bronze. I'm still not sure but pendek (fazierah) told me that we got Bronze. Hais, but it's okay. At least, we've try our best for this year's SYF. I don't wished this result to be announced cause it's not good news though. It has been so many years, Angklung clinched Bronze. Should have done better than this :) But teachers said, it was good performance though. Oh yes, the rest, don't be sad. Just accept the facts that we've got Bronze yeah? No use crying already -_-

Tomorrow is my cute-sexy-vogue babe, Bella's 15th birthday! :)

I'm too tired to elaborate more on what I did in school today but I'm proud that I've confront with those who insult us just now in class. I'm proud though I don't look like a girl. What for I must be ashamed? In the end, bdk tu senyap pe? Nevermind, excuse them cause they have not grown up yet. It was clearly shown, by the way. Don't act mature if you're not. Thank you.

I'm full cause I had pizza just now. So yummmmmyyy!

I am saying this out from my heart.

I am speechless. I do not know what else I should say. Sometimes, people hate us without a reason. I mean, someone whom we don't really know or we don't even know or even, not even close hate us. Look, you're judging a book by its cover. Eventhough the book it's SEX or whatever, doesn't mean you cannot borrowed it and read right? Yeah, put yourself in my shoe. People around you are hating when actually, you DID NOT do anything that OFFENDS anyone of them. It always gives me negative thoughts about myself. Whenever I heard rumours about me, I started to think that I'm a bad girl & I should live anymore since everyone are hating me. Right? You choose. You die or I die.

Best solution : Both die uh, so it won't affects others.

I did not seek for Maths test today cause I had presentation at the hall just now. Friends told me that it was easy & quite managable. I've yet to do it & maybe thursday, I will seek for the paper. Wish me luck ^^ I wanted to pass & I've promised my mum that I'll do my best. If I don't, for now or Midyear, my phone willll be confiscated. Urghhhh! (insert so many face!) I need someone to teach me with EBS. I'm weak at it.

My DEAREST sony ericsson 890i,
Can you stop giving me problems? I can't even pick up anyone's calls. After I picked up the calls or dial up the numbers, it went off & the battery left one bar. I hate you! Sometimes, I feel like throwing you to the dustbin bin! I hate you. You're giving me a lot of problems. Stop giving me problems will you? If you still giving me, I'm not going to use you again! -.-

Eh eh, I got something to tell you. Tomorrow is my Angklung SYF! Gold uh Gold (:

This wednesday, the day after tomorrow will be our Angklung SYF. I am feeling very nervous cause it's my first time participating in SYF. I wished we won't get COP or BRONZE. We're for aiming gold. Crossed out silver. Teachers like Mdm Lorena & Mdm Rafilah were there observing our practices. Mr Dzul said higher chance, we could get GOLD. So, we then became so energy to try again & this time round, we do our very best. Hopefully, we could remain this way until wednesday. Wish us luck people ^^ gold uh gold.

I almost give up in life. I can't stand what people are talking shits about me. I know I'm ugly, so kerek or whatsoever that you people might think. But just remember, no one is perfect. Even I am not perfect so better keep your mouth shut & stop judging people whom you don't know. Okay? Think positive uh about other people. If you think I'm the only one bad person in the whole wide world, please mirror yourself. As too compare, who is worst. Me or you? Oh damn, I hate this situation. I don't want to be in this situation. What can I do but to move on & GET OVER IT. I mind my own business & you mind yours. jgn jage tepi kaen org aje! sendiri mao tngok okay?

Tomorrow there's Maths test based on chapter 1 to 5 & basically, I'm not ready to seek for the papers yet. I'm not in the mood to study. I need rest, I'm so so tired. Can this test postponed into another day? Erggh, wake up LINDA. MIDYEAR exams is another few days left. Okay, before I end this boring post, I wouldn't want to miss this out.

I miss you.
( Its because I love you that's why I'm jealous. )

You know that Supra Kicks & Baby phat really caught my attention?
Urgh, if only money drop from the sky, I would get them today.
I've been browsing through the net & look for new shoes.
Apparently, every shoes caught my eyes until I can't decide.

I love my airmax & I don't want to replaced it.
Hahahaha. I love Supra Kicks cause it's damn dope.
Fadhly got one & Chacha got one.
Bluek. I'm jealous cause they got them.

No handphone, No nothing, No life.
What can I do? die.
Rileks, there's laptop. Make use of it.
What's the use of internet if I text using the WEBSMS
and still no one reply? Waste my time aje.

Someone who is super-rich and you don't know how to spend your money,
if you're kind enough, drop that money to me.
So that I'm able to get that kicks & you made me happy.
And I love you forever. IF there's another new nice kicks,
I'll go to you and ask you for them. cheh, taktahu malu.

money, money, please come to me :(

I feel like a beggar.

I'm bored at home right now. I don't find any interesting things to do at home.
Besides using the laptop until late midnight & talk on the phone until morning.
Oh yes, by the way, my handphone got confiscated my sister. -.-
When can I have my handphone back? Urgggggggggggh.

Midyear Exams is another less than a week left.
I've not touched on anything yet cause this 24th, I seek for Malay paper.
I still need to read more books so that on the passage, I would understand what it says.
I hate it when I've read 2 or 3 times, in the end, I got the answer wrong.
malas nak layan. -.-

I woke up late & I did not go for Angklung practices due to high fever.
Not really high but I was freezing & weak to wake up or even walk.
Worst, I've been lying on my bed. I feel so useless cause I can't do anything.
Sorry Crik & Hawa, cause I buih both of you. I'm so weak.

I am sweating all over in my room cause my aunties and uncles came to my house.
And they used the fans & I'm okay with it. They came here to talk about my 1st brother's
engangement(?) which idk when will it be.
It's an adult talk so I stay inside my room & used the laptop & suffering cause there's no fan.
*sweat like pig*

I hate it when I text someone, that someone did not reply.
I know some may not reply due to their prepaid card.
But please have some initiative to get a public phone, house phone or even someone's phone
to at least reply my messages?
What if I were about to die? And you didn't reply my message? Urgggh, don't drag this issue too much.

I feel so weird this days.
I don't know why but I just feel so weird.
And yet, I don't know why.
Urgh, forget about it. I'm just so weird kind of girl.

I am so boring. I want to play games but I forget the website.
Urghhh, I can't even re-call.
& I want cheese fries & vanilla coke.
I miss KFC. I want to eat KFC but I'm just too full.
hehehe. Yes, I'm weird.

I will NOT be updating that often.

I don't think but I'm SURE that I've done badly for my Malay Oral just now, definitely.

This feelings, this situation is killing me. I had difficulties to move on if this kind of thing keep on happening to me. I am so tired with people around me who simply love to make me jealous, mad, sad & whatnot. But whatever your comment is, I don't want to hear any cus I'm not really interested with those comments. What I know is, my mum had never thought me how to be rude. So I am trying myself not to be rude to people unless they don't deserved to be respect. Aye?

muke aku pecah? thanks uh dok for the comment. cakap orang, tengok sndiri pt cermin. rumah aku cermin bsar, nk pinjam? muke aku pecah ke, koyak ke, tetap original. anyway thanks for the comment. tapik ehk, saper2 pon tk suker taw. aku tak kacao kao, tkmu kacao aku. okay? orang gi sch nk blaja bkn kutok. nk kutok, pegi pasar tengah duduk ngn makcik2 sumer, kutok puas2. ader paham?

Eh wait, people are hating me? :) Cool lah, I love haters. Yknw why? Cus' everyone hate must be reason. But I know I'm not kerek & even if my face is ugly, I don't even care. I'm fine with my look and body, it's fine and I'm contented. So why you people are not satiesfied with me? It's my life. I live mine, you live yours.

I have one request.

Don't hate me for no reason unless you've got so many best reasons to be listed out. For what I know, I am friendly but I don't smile to people that often cus what for I need to smile at people who I don't know? Most probably, they won't reply my smile either. Waste of time, ain't it? I'm not arrogant. I'm not even kerek. I am me that no one could be. I'm original and everyone are original. I'm not the one & only cus I believed there's someone out there who has the same character as me. IF there ain't any, that's good, I can simply labelled as one and only. But I still believed, there is.

Yes, I admit I do admit someone. And I'm going to make an effort not to hate him/her cus I know no one in the world is perfect. I want to be happy & I don't want any haters. I want to be lucky but when is it gonna be? Irritating uh. Anyway, hate me for all I care cus I'm simply can't be bothered.

I live my life, you live yours.

I bet you don't like if people keep on staring & laughing at you when actually you did nothing funny or wrong. Peoples are weirddddddddddd. Hahahahaha.

After 22nd of april, I'm done with everything. I can do whatever I want in peace. And this few days, I've been going home late due to some activities that I had in school.

• Monday - Angklung (2.30 - 5.30) after that, followed by tuition.
• Tuesday - CIP @ St Joseph (2pm - 5pm)
• Full-dress rehearsal at Boadrick sec (2+ - 6pm)

Today, tuition is cancelled. My sister lied to me, she said my tutor will be coming slight late around 7.45pm so I rushed to the bus-stop with the rest & once I reached the bus-stop, I take my own sweet time walking with Nurul & talk about something which is still bothering me up till now. Afterwhich, I stopped at Makanshiok cus my brother called me. He ask me this & that & I walked off. I was dead tired & I don't know why. And sister said, in a few minutes time, my tutor will reached. So, I was so tired but what can I do? I drag myself to the kitchen and get everything ready. And when I went out, she said, today no tuition lah. Then I was like, urggggh :)

Oh, I've fixed my spectacle & no one can ask me what happened to my specs. Perfect yo. hahahaha.

Sometimes, I don't know why I'm mad of you for small things. I'm just confused and still confused. Aku cemburu, masih cemburu, tawu?

I'm not in my best mood right now due to some problems that I had in school today. I guess, I'm not strong enough to overcome it and thank god that my friends were there beside me to console me with words. But still, I still can't forget of what I saw just now. I'm too sad, too dissapointed & too jealous. What can I do so that I'm not able to see all this kind of thing? Whenever they happened to be together, I shouldn't look at them? But, where am I going to look at? Damn, this really stressed me out. I've tried to be strong not to cry but here I am, trying so hard & controlling though it's almost falling down to my cheeks. I must be happy :) Don't cry for a useless boy like him.

Mr C will not be coming to school for two weeks straight. Though he did not come, he still assign us worksheets from different school to complete. So in total, we've got 10 sets of worksheets (paper 1 & 2) to completed and will go through the answers once he's back from his TWO WEEKS MIA. For me, two weeks is long enough. I miss him. No, wait. I miss his shouting, his voice, his nagging & whatnot. Oh, tomorrow there's EBS. & my group have yet to present. Urggggh. Wish me luck yo though I only pressed the computer button to move on and etc. Still, at least, I do something rather than I didn't. Oh, english lesson, I slack. I didn't do anything. I look through the yearbook magazine & talk to my friends around me. Though Ms P is there but it seems that she's not there. I can't see her cus' of her shortness. But I can hear her voice but it wasn't clear enough for me since I seat right at the back. No, 2nd last. So yeah, fun ehhh? :)

This week, I'm packed with so many events going on. More over, SYF is drawing near & so does MYE. Angklung has been improved alot and hope that we could maintain this way. The bonding is there & I love sheila. She is so super-hyper-active today. Very noisy, kecoh but yet she's fun yo. Hahaha. We end slightly early cus' we managed to get the song right. Yeah right. MYE, hopefully the worksheets that were given really helps me besides tuition. Sometimes, I almost fell asleep during tuition due to my tiredness. But I managed to overcome it. And I find that I'm a bit slow to understand basic formulae. Yes, I am very slow.

To whoever that I've hurt, misunderstood & whatnot, I'm sorry for what I've did & I hope we can communicate well like what we had 3 years back then. Aite? Let's forgive & forget & not to think negative about each & other.

I am still not in a good mood. Wonder how will I re-act tomorrow eh?

Labels: my english sucks.

I'm sorry if my previous post sounds so drama or whatnot. I'm pissed off with some pathetic someone who thinks that they're always right. So, I've made my points clear. So after this, I do not want any arguements anymore. If there is, just wait & see what is going up next.

If you still can't wait & want to know what happened next, messed up with us at anytime. And you'll know what is going on next. And if you can't live in living in a hurtful truths, go and die.

I enjoy playing this game called ' penguin dinner ' and I kept losing a lot of time & I gave up on that game. I've changed to this game, hotdog bun or something like that. It's fun! ;D

this is my blog. my blog, my say. you better sit down & read what I've got to say. after reading, sit down & ponder what I've said. alright?

To whoever who may concern, (you should know who you are)

as far as I'm concerned, I had never made any complaints to my dearly beloved teachers before. whatever problems that I had, either I keep it to myself or I shared with my friends. that's it. so, I think it's better for you to ask that particular teacher, who is the one who made the complaints. otherwise, don't put down our class. jolly well, write down that someone's name itself.

and by the way, takut berdepan dengan korang? we're not even afraid. who are you to say that we're afraid to confront with you? haha, you girls are damn funny! I am laughing my ass off right now after reading what you've typed. girls, please, reflect this questions to yourself. who type down about one of my bestfriend in the blog? if that case, nak cakap takut berdepan baru okay. I'm not being sarcastic but I'm talking the facts. if you can't take it, I can't say anything.

it's 2009 & everyone is changing. I do admit that me & my bestfriends are changing but we don't changed to the worst. we ain't one of those spoilt brag bitch. or even, one drama queen who loves to complaint here and there. we've got brains to think which is right & wrong. and when to complaint to teachers. sometimes, I do complaint to teachers about my classmate. and that is because, they're getting on my nerves. so, I've got the rights to complaint right? it's me & my life. no one can stopped me from complaining.

doesn't mean that all this while, we kept quiet, you girls can say anything you like huh. we are quiet because I stopped them & we do not want to create any conflicts. since you said you're big enough, why is the hell you can't think maturely? haha. only grow up people will think this way. once again, let me highlight for you to understand.

though all this while we keep quiet, doesn't mean we're afraid of you girls aye?

I didn't know that one of you girls thinks that we're afraid to confront? haha. that was quite cool huh. without knowing us that well, still have the urge to say those kind of thing. maybe not now, but soon uh. we are the people who do not want to create any unreasonable conflicts & we are the people who do not want to hurt other's people feelings. understand? I think I've got no any other comments to list out. wait, I think there is last one message.

I would like to say that, though all of us could not get along until now, we don't hold any grudges to you all before. we don't even hate you at all. but I guess, there's certain parts where some of you used us up if you need help. Ain't it?

you should know, what kind of help you seek for. don't ask me when, what. but I admit, I do ask one of you to helped me out with something that I could not do it by myself. anyway, I hope you do it sincerely. otherwise, I'm sorry for the trouble. thanks & take care ladies.

p.s ; if you simpy don't understand some of the words that I've typed, kindly check out in dictionary.

I think you got the wrong idea about her. just endure & everything is gonna be okay. relex and think positive. and actually, it's your fault for writting down, excluding. you shouldn't write it though he didn't help you at all. worst still, one of your members did nothing right? (you should know who) anyway, this is a normal thing! hehehe.

sometimes, I hate you & your fucking attitude. go and get a life girl. stop being sarcastic and show that one of a kind face of yours. sungguh tk perlu! if you still want to show that face, better face the consequences and don't blame us if we were to hate you one day. I'm not perfect and so are you. please girl, if you want the old time back, changed yourself first. sometimes, the way you speak might offend people. and that includes me.

I miss so many peoples. peoples like kak mel, wanye, bella, isabella, fatin, afeefaa, isyam, chacha, fadhly, aenn, ***, *****. hahahaha, okay fine, random.

P.S ; everything is going to be fine if you changed into the old you.

I want a better life than what I'm having now. I want to be happy, everyday but it seems that I can't. Something is bothering me & I don't really know what is it. I'm stress thinking about this & sometimes, I feel like crying. But thanks to my girlfriends who were there to stopped me from crying. I'm trying & still trying to be strong & controlled my emoticonal. Let's see how it goes. But, things are getting from bad to worst. One word that can only describe what I felt after what I've saw, Jealous. Okay fine, I have to move on.. But how?

I've said that I want to changed my blogskins but I'm too lazy to do it. Can I change maybe next week or next two weeks? And sorry cus I am so lazy enough to reply tags real soon. But I think yesterday's conference talk with those people did not motivate me or cheer me up. But infact, it adding on new problem. Some problem that is so tk perlu. But still, the other two kiddos made me happy still. But I'm not 100% okay yet. Still bothering me. Arggggh!

There's dance just now. I've learnt the routine for " Fireman ". Hopefully, I can do better than this. And my leg is cramp. I'm still going tomorrow after oral ends.

More about what's happening to me, feel free to read my private blog..

I'm not going to care about you & you are not going to care about me. It's all messed up cus of that girl. Yes, that cheeky asshole bitch :)

Whatever that happened to me, I'm still gonna shine. But dude, just remember this, you've hurt me twice & I'm not going to forget every single mistakes that you've done to me. My heart crush into pieces. But, I pretend like as if nothing happened. But if you happen to read my blog, hopefully, you know who you are. (I hope you really do. ) Somehow, I want the old us. But I know, I'm not going to have it soon or later. I'll never be. Don't console me with words cus I know it doesn't helps me.

Thanks to this people who had cheer me up all this while. Can I list down their names?
Afeefaa, Shidah, Anisah, Farhana, Farrah, Maiizurah, Fadhly Sachok, Chacha, Isyam.

Thanks for being there for me. I appreciate with whatever you've done. I'll try to be happy, if only I'm strong enough to handle all this. I am going to be strong, not weak. I've been crying like nobody's business. Ain't it? Heck care.

Hey dude, I've been pretending. Don't you realised it?

p.s ; don't ever cry for a useless guy like him.

I know I'm not that good as too compared with others.

I'm sorry for the lack of update. Simply because I am too lazy to log in to blogger. Sometimes, my internet lag & I feel like throwing this stupid computer to the dustbin. So yeah, no computer, no nothing, no life. How to contact with peoples? Come on, use brain. There's handphone. If you do not own a handphone, house phone is okay. If you do not have a house phone, public phone is okay. You just have to throw in 10 or 20 cent at least.

Firstly, I am quite pissed off with this particular someone cause I just realised that he will find me only when he's bored. I just realised, I really do. And it's bothering me cause all this while, I felt so lonely. But however, I have to be strong. I need to.

Just now, we had angklung performance during upper secondary recess but I think it really fun though people/students are not there watching us. But still, we've gave the best of the best. We can play without the notes & I'm glad I can remember my notes. Be thankful that today's piece is way way better than yesterday's yesterday. Fuhh. SYF is another 20 more days. Am feeling nervous cause we are left with how many session with Mr Dzul. And this tuesday, we'll be performing during Assembly. " Upper Secondary Assembly ". Hopefully, we could make it :) I know we will.

Mathematics are getting more and more stressful. I can't concentrate during Maths today because I broke my spectacles. I put my head down and rest cause I had headace. I feel that my head/brains had been thrown to washing machine & make it spin. How painful can it be? Thanks to my lovely classmates. They just can't stop teasing about my broken spectacles. I've yet to buy myself a contact lens. How am I going to school tomorrow? Thank god, there's only less period tomorrow. I'm doing my Art & I think it's really nice. Very creative (whatever).

Art, I almost finished my project. I need to touch up & add on things to my drawings. This is just the beginning. It has not touch up the colouring. That will be two times stressful than what I had now. Somehow, I need silent so that I can concentrate. But I hate people who keeps on teasing me about my broken spectacle. Keep your hell mouth shut, will you? ;D

I'm sorry for what I've done. I know I did not spend time with you girls but I'm just busy with my own stuff. I'm sorry girls. :)

I think, I've been missing for so long.
Will update a proper one when I'm free.
Been busy.