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YOUR WILL-NEVER-BE dream girl  I am Julinda Bte Mohamed but I prefer being called Linda. I'm going 15 on the 9th of october. Jurongville secondary school is where I get knowledge. I love dancing and currently representing Turbulent Insanity Crew (TIC). What you see is what you get. If you really want what you want, you earn it. Don't get from someone's else. Anyway, I don't believe in forever. So far as I'm concerned, I don't hate anyone but I dislike. Everyone has its own flaws. I hate liars & backstabbers. I don't give someone 100% trust easily because humans are hard to believe. So if you wanna those trust, be honest with me. I'm not afraid at anyone except for God. I am not a loser nor failure, but I don't know why I kept on losing the most precious things in my life. I am an easy going girl & I'm friendly. I am not choosy. I am contented enough with what I have and I don't want to ask for more. Lastly, don't judge me because I know myself the best. And I'm what you're not. I do own a facebook, so add me! imoneandonlyjulinda@live.com |
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Friday, March 27, 20098:06 AM
I would like to say out three things now. kalo nak sarcastic, ngok tempat. kalo nk pretend, mesti ngok org. kalo tktao paper, mulot diam jer. korang....Attention seeker :) and, why must I post this? korang mane kesah kan? whatever, I'm still going to shine. terase, korang punye pasal uh. TOP OF PAGE
7:46 AM
busy week.
Life has been pretty good this days except for some things that I don't think I should revealed it here. Usually people said, " Everyone deserved a second chance. " But however, some people does not make use of that second chance properly. If only you get what I mean, if you don't, it's okay. I've got bad english by the way :) I think my bestfriends really made me happy today. I think I kinda like today but because of someone, I almost hate my today's life. But things are fine so far. Just stress up with my art design but I realised, after nags and ideas were given, I can do better than what I expected. I need silent so that I can concentrate. And I need people to talk to me so, when I talk, I tend to talk things around me. So, I'll get some ideas from there. But what I did just now is not what I've just said. I saw some of my classmates draw a building. And I copy their ideas but I draw in 3D effect instead of those normal buildings that people draw. Wait, I like the 3D effect. Cos, it's like popping out. Take your time to imagine my drawing :) Tomorrow, I'll be going somewhere to anywhere I want for one whole day. Maybe will catch kude kepang performance which I think it's gonna be lots of fun. And apart from that, I'll be going to M.O.V to catch some performance there. And, tomorrow, there will be parents meeting for upper sec. And it will be held at Classroom. I'll be meeting those teachers at 10 so I think Earth Hour is over. Hopefully, it ends the moment I reached school. If not, I'll sweat like nobody's business. I've look at my results and I did so badly for so many subjects. I've dropped my english. So yeah, happy? mesti happy! Though I fail my maths, I got U, so much changes can be seen. Can be improved. I fail my Art, normal. I passed my CPA, I got A. Yes, A. Hais, I have to buck up since Mid-year will be a few weeks time. I've yet to get Scales & Map formula & I'm weak in the topic. -.- Shidah, don't worry okay girl? what goes around comes around. whatever happens, you still have to shine and act like nothing happened. if she is your bestfriend, she would never do such thing like what she'd did. apart from that, we don't even expect that this things would happened. but i don't know what i can do for now. i'm speechless and i've got nothing else to say. that girl is one of a kind. maybe, tergode with her short skirt of hers. but heck care, let's see the next step okay girl? i hope you can overcome with this problem. i love you, girlfriend. My friends, (my talking friends) I won the game :) Happy kan ? Labels: when things become worst. TOP OF PAGE
Saturday, March 21, 20092:22 PM
fun talking.
Okay, I had fun fighting with Isyam on the phone. (youknow,iknow) Abg sachok keeps on saying (dah lose point, neninenipoohpook). Cute or what? And then Chacha keeps on saying (Alamak,Alamak,Alamak). Aiyo, the three of you really made me happy and made me laugh like hell. From 11pm until now 5 am plus in the morning, we've been talking. We've got so many topics to talk about. Oh wait, we don't gossip okay? Don't worry. Finally, get to hear faiz's voice. It has been weeks he had fall sick. Down with fever cause (I CAN'T TELL YOU WHY) happened. I'm sad & worry about you. Get well soon aye, Bestfriend. Hahaha. Opps, abang sachok is jealous about something. I think abg sachok got his point. ' Spammers really don't have a better life. I think they are free enough & concern enough to know and talk about us. They are our god right to judge us? Haha. Everyone got it's own weakness. ' True enough. I agree. Eh, all them eh very hyper uh. They want to put down the phone at 8am or 9. What if my mother found out that I use the phone since last night? She will nag for sure. Let's see how uh ^.^ Isyam dare me to post this up. Isyam is my scandal, Chacha is my bitch, Abg sachok is my boyfriend & Faiz is my timer. don't believed what i've typed, i've been asked to do so. Puas hati kau, isyam? Uhh, kau eh tknk mengalah seh. Asyik aku jek kene. Tkper2, kau scandal aku, tu psl aku kasi chance. *BEDEK* Labels: from 11am to 5am plus in the morning? telephone panassssssssssssss. TOP OF PAGE
2:17 PM
bored.
It's 5 am in the morning & I'm still not sleeping yet. I still got the time to surf the net and on the phone with my friends. Anyway, I've got no interesting stories to share because I seems to be like no-life-kid staying at home for 3 days straight including today. So I'm starting to be a boring girl day by day. So don't expect me to produce interesting stories. Unless, I've got an interesting event on that day. You get what I mean? If you don't, it's okay. Cause, my english is not good enough. try hard to make it good. Monday, school re-open. Fresh or what? Not in the mood to go to school yet. Next week onwards, I will be very busy. Labels: no-life-kid still surfing the net until now 5am in the morning. TOP OF PAGE
12:58 AM
Quiz (:  1. Besides Ur lips,where is the favorite spot to get kissed? - Cheek & Forehead. 2. How do u feel when u wake up this morning? - I feel like going out with family. 3. Who was the last person u took photo with? - Suhailah, Farhana. 4. Would you consider urself to be spoiled? - Nope. 5. Would you ever donate blood? - Those who deserved it (: 6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex? - Yup. 7. Do u want someone dead? - Definitely, No. 8. What does ur last text message says? - " ko buat baru uh. so ko tarok gambar then aku senang amik. " 9. What are u thinking right now? - How to bluetooth pictures from laptop to handphone. 10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now? - Yes. 11. What is the time you go to bed last night? - 2am (right after misteri jam 12 end.) 12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now? - I'm wearing my school yellow t-shirt that I got before we went to Bintan trip. 13. Is someone on ur mind right now? - Yes. 14. Who was the last person who texted you? - Shidah 15. 10 people tagged to do this quiz. - (1) Siti Noorashidah (2) Mel (3) Pendek (4) Aenn (5) Fatin (6) Asyiqin (7) Caca (8) Isyam (9) Noora (10) Lyanna 16. Who is 2 having a relationship with? - I'm not sure. 17. Is 3 a male or female? - Female. 18. If 7 and 10 get tgt,would it be a good thing? - Yes, as a friend :) 19. What is 1 studying abt? - Secondary school. 20. When was the last time u had a chat with them? - Hours ago. 21. Is 4 single? - I guess. (aenn, single ke attached?) 22. Say something about number 2? - Fun, Funny, Cute :) 23. What do you think about 3 & 6 being tgt? - Together as friends. 24. Describe 9? - Cute, Pretty, Cool (: 25. What will you do if 6 n 7 fight? - Nope, they won't. (impossible) 26. Do you like 8? - Yes. My taknak mengalah friend. Labels: done. TOP OF PAGE
Friday, March 20, 20096:22 AM
. I am very happy because I've know the truth :) Don't dissapoint me for the second time. I hope that the feelings would remain & not to have it back, again :) TOP OF PAGE
Tuesday, March 17, 20098:00 AM
Tomorrow, there's MCC camp. But it's only one day camp so it's going to start from 9 all day up till 5pm. By hook or by crook, I have to wake up at 7.30am just to get myself ready. To awak, kau, you, kamu, I really had fun chatting, talking with this funny new friend of mine which is known as Abang Sachok. Haha, He is still schooling & now, he is sad due to some problems that he had in school. Abang, take care & good luck for tomorrow. Hopefully, you're back in team :) Labels: camp TOP OF PAGE
Sunday, March 15, 20094:20 AM
boring.
I really think that today, i've missed a lot of shows. Due to the pathetic wedding ceremony that i did attend this afternoon. Firstly, it was so boring and i've got no one to talk to. Secondly, the food was very awful & the drinks which is Blueberry flavour is just too sweet. I won't elaborate more. I bought Vanilla coke and it cost me around $2.10. It's way cheaper as to compared with the one that sells at 7Eleven. Tasty :) I've got no one to sms-ed today & I saw Yuan Jian today :) Ohh anyway, whats wrong with my psp? I hate you. I feel like throwing you down to 1st level. Worst, i feel like selling you off and get myself new psp which way way better than you. Stupid battery/Charger/psp. I don't know which is faulty now. *Angryface* Tomorrow is Monday. I got tuition and before that, i want to go somewhere. And i cannot go out because i am lazy & still need to complete my tuition homeworks. Besides, shidah is going to genting tomorrow. She told me that she can wait....To enjoy :( And than, let her friend suffering here. Choyyyy. Go genting lah, don't care lah. You want to migrate there also can. :) Wednesday, there's ANGKLUNG camp! One day camp je. Still, shidah is not coming. She is still at Genting enjoyinggg :) Woaaaa! Nevermind, while we are in singapore, we gossip about you uh! :D 28th march, whose going? Tell me tau k? TOP OF PAGE
Saturday, March 14, 20091:36 AM
Fuck.
I hate someone and she happens to be my friend, not bestfriend. For more info, those who were invited to read my private blog, go & read it yeah? Those who were not, too bad. I am very full right now. I just ate spring chicken. Anyway, i shared with my brother okay. If one whole spring chicken by myself, i would have thrown away the left over. I can only finished quarter of it. We talk and talk about losing weight and about this girl from one of the American's idol. Yeah, that's all about it. I had my stomach full, i went off, washed my hands and off to the room, surf the net. And, i don't bother to HELP to throw away the bone sticks. I just left it in the plastic & let my brother do his job. Today is Saturday. I did not go anyway since my mother has to go to work today. And she said, tomorrow there's wedding ceremony & i must go. It's not about the food, it's all about going out. Eventhough it's just a wedding ceremony but still, i'm going out of the house. Seriously, i am so boring at home, rotting without doing anything besides using the laptop. Hehhhhh :) Friendster is getting boring, facebook too. I don't know what else websites that i can register besides this two website. I don't want to use Tagged since my two brothers are using it. So, i want to try something different. Maybe, i should stick with Friendster & my blog. Today, my handphone went completely silent. There's no any messages. Cool huh? This is the way i saved up my bill. Hahahaha. Message when needed. Even Suhailah text me Hi, i didn't reply to her messages cause i don't think there is a need for me to reply short & sweet messages like that. Somehow, i hate people who do not reply to any of my messages though it's an urgent message. It's irritating & again, it waste my unlimited sms. Fuck those people. And, i'm half dead bored right now :( Yes nurul, you're right. If you wanna smile, smile infront of us. Not behind us. You're pathetic uh babe? Don't pretend, i know you love to act. Don't let me start a new story for us to play. Hahaha :) Whatever it is, i still hate you. TOP OF PAGE
Friday, March 13, 20098:00 AM
what? I'm still standing strong. By the way, instead of saving my bill by not sms-ing people that i should not sms-ing, it was so pity enough for me to leave my handphone silent. So, i make the move to message those people who should not be contacted for now. I'm good right? I'm still sturborn. I'm still want to waste my Free unlimited Sms & let my bill costs a bomb again. And therefore, my handphone got confiscated again. Like again, for the second time. How can i live without handphone? There's mp3 but it won't last. I will get bored with those songs that i had in my mp3. A total of 60 plus song really can made me go crazy. I think, i shall end here. Goodbye readers & Goodnight :) Labels: pay for me? TOP OF PAGE
Thursday, March 12, 200912:09 AM
errghh. I missed it. I'm supposed to go to vivo city with the whole class. For Ebs trip, i think. Nah, nevermind lah hor. Vivo city, bile2 blh gi. TOP OF PAGE
Wednesday, March 11, 20094:37 AM
Life is sweet.
I love my life. I love my bestfriends. I love everyone around me. I love everything. Can i say that i like to smile almost everyday & laugh my ass off? I am very crazy nowadays. Why? Because of the people around me. They made me high :) TOP OF PAGE
4:27 AM
Attitude.
Sorry for the late updates & keep my blog rotting. I like it anyway. Oh, i'm back to my normal life. I am happy like always & thanks to all of you who cheered me up with some jokes though some are not really that funny but still, i pretend to laugh. Well, if you know me well, you would know which is fake & which is not. Most of the time, i laugh for real okay. I don't fake my laugh, anyway. I'm not sad anymore & i'm okay. I'll update if i've got the mood. Till here, Goodbye. TOP OF PAGE
Sunday, March 8, 20097:25 AM
Short.
Someone made me happy today. She really do & who is she? She is....The girl below.  Siti Noorashidah Bte MNH. Oh, she like someone. But it's a secret :) Anyway, we both got so many secrets. And it should be kept only both of us. You know, i love you so much girl? (It sounds so wrong) Yeah, she's my best girlfriend that i've ever had. She's not the only one. But infact, there's more. Babygirls like, Anisah, Suhailah, Farhana & Aida. Yeah, they rock my life. Sometimes they made me sad, sometimes they made me happy! Only for some two girls who had made me sad last few days. But now, i'm a Heck care, we're * As if.....* TOP OF PAGE
Friday, March 6, 20093:46 AM
FUCK OFF FROM HERE. I'M NOT GOING TO BLOG UNTIL I'M OKAY. I want to go on MIA for the time-being. If there's anything urgent that you need to tell me, just reach my handphone alright? Don't ask me if i'm okay or not. The answer would be, I'M NOT OKAY. Labels: can?, MIA for time being TOP OF PAGE
3:34 AM
final say.
I hate life. My life sucks, big time. I don't want to reveal everything here. But i can give you a hint instead. SUFFERING. That is the only hints that i could give. I can't give another hint cause you would have already know how my life is right now. I don't want to share & i don't feel like to tell my secrets anymore to anyone. Now, i prefer to keep this secret alone. Yes, to myself. So, no one would know & no one will offends me. That's one. The previous post, i did type down the FHAM. Yes, it's gone. No more exist in my life, never again. I will never want to make it exist even if you people begged me 2045968543 times. Heck care cause it meant nothing to me. Not even a single cents. I'm hurt, totally. Don't ask me why. I feel like an ass, idiot, bitch, irritating girl, stupid. Whenever i'm hurt, i tend to make stupid decision and in the end, I REGRET. Hey, that's how LIFE should be for me. I don't care about them anymore. I have to move on with my life. Still got a lots of opportunity given out there. Should concentrate in life rather than to make a fool of myself. Shit, i'm a fool? (yes, i am) I give up in life. I've got so many dreams but i know it's not going to happened. Not even one day or million of years later. It's not going to be anyway! To whoever that likes this, that, who, I DON'T CARE ABOUT THEM ANYMORE :) I SWEAR. Labels: SILENT CRY. TOP OF PAGE
Thursday, March 5, 20096:30 AM
I'm leading an average life, for now.
RASHIQ&ACHIQ (funny but cute) FHAM (contains 4 human beings.) RASHIQ&ACHIQ, it's all yours! :) FHAM, it's all mine. (takmo sibuk nak amik lagy) I'm leading an average life but yet to find out that someone is talking bad things behind my back? Can't they actually keep their mouth shut and mind their own business? I know i'm ugly & i'm fine with that. I accept the facts that i'm ugly, very. I'm an idiot yet stupid. At least, i admit. Unlike those human beings who doesn't want to called themselves ugly, stupid or even idiots. Infact, they called themselves nice&standard name. But behind their back, people are talking shits about them. Stupid people, cannot even keep their mouth shut! I think they've got free time to know about me and rule my life and judge me by its look without thinking that they are 24564368549320938456 times worst than me. So, you mess with me. I'll mess with you. Regardless of who you are. I've got the rights to fight for my right? True? Oh, another thing. I know i speak bad english/singlish & etc. However, i still have the urge to blog with my inperfect english. I still need to improve my english. Still proccessing and it takes time. So, judge me again? Think twice. Do you have the the rights to judge me? If you do, tell me who you are to me. I'm fed up, totally. With kids nowadays, including myself (??!!) Can i take back my words at my previous post? The one that i said, i hate someone or something that sound like i hate someone? Yeah, that's the one. I think, i've changed my mind not to hate him no more. It's not good to hate someone if that someone did nothing to you, at all. Sometimes, i didn't meant what i've said. Simply because, i don't have the heart to hate someone. Forget about it. That someone is one of my FHAM. Be proud eh that you're in. Haahahahah. I think i need to changed myself. To a better person, i guess. I don't want to increased the number of haters that i have. I wanted to be loved not to be hated. But, once again, i still have to learn to accept the facts that people are hating me. Cool or what? Hahaha. Simply because they're plain jealous of me. Kan kan kan? Admit jer lah haters! (fuh, perasan gile!) Had fun after school? Nah, not really. But i've got to know the truth! Yes, hurt badly :( Someone made me happy. Yes, totally. And he made me go crazy. Yes, definitely! hahahaha. He is.........Someone that you DON'T NEED TO KNOW! haha. Tuition was fine. I was a bit confused and stressful. Somehow, i'm able to overcome it. I want to improve in my maths, can? Take time.....PERSERVERANCE! Key word for me. I've got homeworks for tuition. TMR, there's EBS test. I'm being so-clever-girl. To leave the books under the table, AGAIN?!?!?!?! So, fail, fail lah! :( Long eh? K uh, byeeee! TOP OF PAGE
Wednesday, March 4, 20097:10 AM
If i've already know who you are.  I blow a kiss to you but it fly to nowhere. I'm sad and i blow the rest to others. Oh, continue blaming me. I don't care. I suspected that was you at the first place cause it seems to be exactly like you. Come on, just out with the truths who you are. If i had to find out by myself about this, you'll be leading a miserable life. Don't try me. I meant every single words that i've said. You don't pretend or act blur. I knew it's you. Cause in every tagboard, the most possible thing to find out is only codes & email adress. Not names or whatsnot. Don't you ever dare to fool me or her. I know you hate us, that was the reason why you accused us for nothing. Haha. Actually, from the point of view, i can feel that it's one of my friend actually. Not the good one or the loved one. But the one that i actually fikle minded whenever i'm with her. Hopefully, it's not really her uh! if you're the one who do it, admit to me. i won't mad at you because at least, i've already know the truth. Wait, it's very obvious that was YOU (!) Because how come you know its me & my other friend? It's weird huh? I think, she got black magic uh. Cool huh? Even the owner of the blog could not get the codes nor email. But you, as a passerby, can know the person but actually, you got the wrong person! Ish3. I think you better go and get a life uh. It's better. Don't interfere in people's problem & involved people in. ingat ehk! kalau aku dapat tahu dengan cara aku sendiri sape kau, aku tak akan maafkan kau. aku kasi kau one week, untuk mengaku. kalau masih tak buat juga, aku find out sendiri and tengok uh ape naseb kau kalau firasat aku betol. :) I hate someone, i really do. He made me pissed off, really. I don't care, i hate him :) Hehehehehe. I don't know uh, sometimes, i fikle-minded uh. Don't care uh, later after few weeks, i changed my mind again. That's me. Hahahaha. So, today is wednesday & it's not my FAVOURITE day cause we are dismissed late around 2.15pm but i guess, wednesday is way way better than thursday. Thursday seems to be very boring day with so many boring subjects except for art. Oh yes, tomorrow, there's maths test. All based on chapter 1-4. I'm going to have some revision later on and i don't want to failed for the 2nd time, this year. So today, i went home late around 4 plus pm. I helped mdm lorena to shift the angklung costume into another room since there is a lot of angklung costume went missing. So, there is a lot of angklung costume and i sweat my ass off just now. After that, stay for a while & went home. I talk with nurul so many things & actually, she kept a lot of secret behind me. In the end, she told me everything! Smart huh? Suhailah, baju angklung for SYF kite, lawa tau :) When i reached home, i jump into the bed & went sleep since something happened to my kidney is it? I don't know what it's called but i had experience this when i was a kid aged 5. So, it happened again. I don't know why. So, i have to rest. Up til now. I thought of not going to school tomorrow but the only thing is, i don't want to missed the fun that I SHOULD HAVE with my babygirls. I wouldn't want to missed a single moment. Though sometimes, i've missed them. Hahahahaa :D Okay, i think i should go off now because i wanted to revise for tomorrow's test! Good luck everyone :) Can i not update my blog? Can i let it dead like one week? Let's see how it goes. I'm not on hiatus. I'm still here, alive. Labels: BITCH, YOU WON'T GO ANYWHERE UH. TOP OF PAGE
Tuesday, March 3, 200912:58 AM
whatever, i don't care anyway!
I didn't do something stupid okay. I have brains to think&why would i need to spammed if i've got nothing to do? Ah, this is crap&nonsence. Instead of spamming, i can do something else like complete my twilight book. It's more benefit rather than i spam her blog. This is accusing, hello? Today is tuesday. EBS's test was postponed cause the test papers are not ready yet. Good cause i can do my revision by today or tomorrow. Sadly, i did not bring back the books home. So, how should i study without any books? Followed by English. We need to come out a product and state down the benefit of it's product. We created something different which is correct tapes with highlighter, i guess. I've forget already what we planned just now. Told you, i'm a short term memory girl :) Maths was boring. I have to wake up and make my eyes big so that teacher won't catch me from being asleep or whatsnot. Though my eyes are open big, i still could not concentrate on what teacher is teaching because basically, all i want is to sleep. At least, i do understand what is going on right now. Haha. Yoke ming is so unlucky today. He was caught lying down and sleep. So he have to go to Reflection Corner. Afterwhich, since today, there's no assembly, there's contact time. Mrs neo is away for 4 weeks course and Mr lee is the one who took us for CT. Today's topic was about Bully. All of us sit in one circle and gave opinions. However, most of our classmates answers seems to be the same. Unlike mine, cheh :) Really, i'm not proud or whatever you want to say about me. But, don't involved yourself if that problem doesn't involves you. But when a problem involved you, you wouldn't want to get involved. You get what i mean? If you don't, it's okay. After school, waited for anisah to finished from her meeting. We talk for a while and we went home straight. I didn't know what i've seen earlier on is true. Cause i am so jealous and i didn't know what else i should do. I have to endure. He's not mine. So, why should i care? Just move on. He's not the only one that left in the whole wide world. But i agree to some human-being, it's hard to find the true one. Hahahahaha. Whatever. I did not do anything stupid. It's ridiculous. I still have got so many things to handle. Why would i want to do that? :) Think from there. TOP OF PAGE
Monday, March 2, 20095:49 AM
saturday, sunday, monday :)  my babygirls (excluding farrah&anisah).Basically, i'm going to blog about what had hapenned two days ago which is on saturday. I planned with my babygirls to go to boon lay to watched kude kepang performance by this particular group. We reached there roughly around 1 plus and we couldn't find some place to seat except for one pathetic long bench that was placed under the sun. I swear, we sweat our ass off. Shidah&Aida had to went to the nearest 7-eleven to get drinks since we're thirsty. So, we continue watching. Around 3 plus, something fishy happened to suhailah. She had to rushed home urgently so i went to accompany her. I love your house suhailah, it looked like a condominium. And i like your favourite ice-cream&your mum's cooking. Very delicious and yummylicious. While i'm at suhailah's home, aida&shidah went to nurul's home. We went off from suhailah's home roughly around 4plus, nearly 5. I told the rest to meet us at the boon lay's void deck. After we watched for a short performance, suddenly, it's raining. I love rains but i just hate when it rains heavily. So, while waiting, we planned where should we go cause i don't think we could stay there all the way till night cause it's gonna be boring. The weather was raining, by the way. So, they didn't have really much chances to performance more. So, we decided to go Jurong Point by taking the bus 240. We went there to check it out shidah's mum's birthday present. And she was fikle-minded and didn't know what to get for her mum. She told me her sad experience before&i guess, she should know how to make the right choice. She supposed to get her MUM'S BIRTHDAY PRESENT but infact, she bought a big earings for herself. The one which exactly like mine but slightly bigger? Yeah, hers was a bit nicer cause mine seemed to be very black. Ahh, ah. We went here and there, up and down, basement&whatsnot. So, around 6+ nearly 7pm, we planned to go back to boon lay to catch up the rest of the kude kepang's performance. It was already dark by then. We stay & wait. And when it comes to night, it was getting more and more scarrier and i don't wished to elaborate more on this. Sunday, i didn't go anywhere. I stayed at home & continue reading my twilight book. It seems that i'd lost my interest of reading that book cause recently, i've been quite busy with cca and homeworks. Futhermore, monday which is today, i would be having tuition. So probably, i'm going to be very busy for this year and so on. I wished, i could have a month more to rest. But infact, i couldn't. Cause SYF is another ONE MORE MONTH. And we still not perfect yet in the songs. 10 march, we had rehearsals going on at Republic poly. Hopefully, i would able to catch up the scores and play/shake well. VERY WELL. I'm weak cause i wasn't paying much attention & i know, i've make up so many mistakes and cause everyone to repeat the whole entire song again and all over again. I'm sorry, people. But i guess, it's not only me. But also others too :) Monday, lessons was pretty fine. Nothing got me all stressed up. Not even english or maths but dreamweaver. I was a little bit confused with the marquee which i've type in the correct thing but end up, it didn't appear. But after some adjustment, i managed to get everything back into normal. Hahahahahaha :) I'm pro huh? No, not really. After Dreamweaver was LV. The topic about idk what because i fall asleep during that period. So, don't ask me. Tuition was pretty fine but i got confused easily :) I'm not going to elaborate what has happened to me & my friends or FRIEND. I don't even know why she must do this to me. I treat her as my good friend and i don't think she treat me like one. I just feel unfair and it made me pissed off whenever i got to know she talk bad things about me. Thanks to my nurul farhana that she had cool me down. Or else, i don't know what happened to that girl tomorrow. Girl, don't think you're perfect. If you hate me, think twice. There's more in our friends hates you more than i do. Thank you. |
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