MY BROTHER LAH K ?

so long post :D

Linda & Shidah during Angklung :D



don't take it too seriously. i did it and there is a reason behind it.
that is the reason why, i hate attention seeker. this is what you get from me.

i came to school late. eventhough i tried myself to run as fast as i could, i don't think it's worth. cause time shows 7.30 already. what for i must run? i still need to serve detention. so, i walked to where my class seated. mrs neo said, we lose 1 mark for having late comers. and as a result, me&joyce had to pick up the botters at the parade square. luckily, it was left with our class and three other class more. phew, luckily not infront of everyone.

lessons as per normal. and tomorrow there's maths test and i'm not ready yet. i'm going to study hard for the paper, i promise. i have to put my ass off on ENJOYING and back to study. since second week of school starts, i have not been concentrating with studies that much. i am easily get distracted by people around me. hahah, i don't blame them for that okay. and besides, i am so sleepy in class. the weather are just so nice for me to sleep. i guess, everyone in the class agree.

right after school, i went straight to reflection corner to served my precious 1 hour of detention. i swear, i sweat a lot. but, it's good for me. so that i can lose weight, hah. okay, i did some reading on my assesment book. i wanted to draw but i just plain lazy to move my fingers and i don't have any ideas on what to draw. i wanted to revise maths but i need someone to guide me. so, i left with that english book and did some questions seems i was so bored at that time. and it's like hell seating there for 1 hour. there's no fan! there's small table, no chair and a rounded clock. ah, pathetic. i would prefer spending my time on sleeping then to seat there for nothing. and another thing, my phone got confiscated. eventhough that teacher is at level 3, her eyes are sharp actually. i surrender my phone to her and have to collect it for the next 3 days. luckily it was my nokia budget phone :)

so people, don't text me for the time-being. it's no use cause i won't be replying. just contact me through house phone, msn, e-mail, friendster or whatever that connects to me. thanks.

after that, we went off. i am very hungry and wanted to grabbed my food at any coffeeshop nearby my house. but i was so hungry and can't wait any longer. i went to canteen and buy chicken toast. i didn't buy water cause i wanted to save my 3 bucks on something else. i wanted to buy my favourite foooooooooood. hehehehee. me, shidah and nurul went to the nearby block and hangout with S. so, i asked them to be fast as they can cause i want to eat badly. but then, they go away from us and went to another block and have their own sweet time. cause S is teaching nurul on how to sing? rather don't invite us to tag along right? stupid you. i talk with shidah. i had fun talking with her rather than to talk with someone that may not listen to whatever i've said. shidah, you can be my talking partner. you've got so many points that link to our topic. hahahahah :) we walked back home together but no, we went seperate ways. shidah went to makanshiok and i went to the other shop. we'll talk again tomorrow kay shidah?

Today, we went to Marina Barrage for a class outing. We were release early for lunch since we will be going out from the school by 1.30pm. After bought food&drinks, i went off to the concourse and mark my attendance. I seat down and talk to shahrin. We aboard the bus first but we got a chinese driver. When we're in the bus, we saw the other bus which is the malay driver's bus. Our favourite bus because he was once drove us off during Hang Bao thingy. We can karaoke at his bus, you know?

Once reached there, the weather is too hot and i could not stand it. There is a tour-guide to lead us there. And *someone* cannot keep her eyes off from the tour-guide, you know? Hahahahahaha :) Walk here and there, snap here and there. We had extremely fun over there. We had our free-time. We walked around and run to the water playground and play with the water there. I feel like a four years old kid when i was there. I act like a kid, really. And besides, i got myself wet. Didn't thought that the water will actually come towards me. Oh yes, we never failed to take pictures. How can we not take pictures? Hahahaha. Will upload the pictures soon.

After all the fun that we had, mrs neo called us to seat at one side before we go off. Everyone bought waters and i was very thirsty at that point of time. I didn't bought enough money as i spent the money all on the sweetcorn. *FAVOURITE* So we sit down quietly, we talk, we snap pictures and etc. Around idk what time, we went off. We requested for the malay driver bus. And we got it, finally :) We step in and say hello to that uncle. Oh yes, we did karaoke in the bus. But, ain't that fun that we had before. The spirit ain't there. Okay whatever. After school, i went to pearl delight as shidah and farrah wanted to buy something to eat. I didn't eat but i had Coffee Ice Blended! After that home-sweet-home :)

I think you've got nothing to say about me anymore .
I'm just so sick of facing this kind of problems . I want to relax my mind .
STRESS - FREE . I don't need anyone's comment and besides ,
I know how to take care of myself . I know me the best okay .

mum wake me up early in the morning. my mum, my sister and my bro - in law wanted to go to Thomson Hospital to take a look at kak long's newborn baby. i took a long time bathing and out from the toilet 30 minutes later. we went to mr teh tarik for breakfast. i had lontong that goes along with hot teh O. for the first time, i had hot tea early in the morning. *smile* and on the way to thomson, i listen to my mp3 and almost slept in the car.

oh yes, kak long's newborn baby's name is Iman Alisya. she's so adorable, very adorable. i feel kissing her cheeks and also wanted to pinch her cheek. soooooo cute. hahaha, i just like babies. i played psp while they are busy talking and aqilah disturbed me while i was playing that psp. she snatched that psp from me and give it back to my brother in law. i have to seat at the lobby and play that psp, with peace. -.- we went home straight. and i am so pissed off with my STUPID HANDPHONE !

i had a nap while watching Upin&Ipin with Aqilah. i was too sleepy at that point of time. and i woke up, i realised that my sister had gone to Orhard road without me. i called her up and asked where is she. hahahaha. and then, i played around with my spoilt phone. guess what? my phone are back to normal and i shout at the top of my voice. okay, macam perempuan tak betul. of cause, i'm happy. i didn't replied juriah's mcg you know? after that, i replied her. and mcg my babygirls since i was so bored at home. i took my psp and play. i have no mood to play because my 1st brother deleted my favourite game. *fyou bro!*

so now, i do nothing except for surfing the net, reading blog and watch videos. friendster are getting more and more boring day by day. i am able to log in my FACEBOOK only when i used my sister's laptop. my internet sucks at big time, you know. internet mesti lag bila aku nak log in facebook. bodoh right? ah, i want to sign up TAGGED if i got free time. i heard that TAGGED is way better than FRIENDSTER. i cannot register to many website or else, i will forget my password. you know, i got this sickness called " Short - Term - Memory " ? ah. oh, i have not yet read my FAITH&LIES book and finish up my maths worksheet.

school was fine and we had our temperature taking in our classroom. one period of mother tounge has gone and mdm lorena were absent from school so we have this relieved teacher to take over. the relieved teacher came when the period almost end but still, we get to get in the classroom. someone has decorated the malay classroom. next was Art, since i was absent from school yesterday, i left out so many things. at least, i'm able to catch up a bit. i did not do well on shading and i suck at it, serious. eventhough i've tried to darken in or lighten it, it still look HORRIBLE.

after recess was EBS. we had first class test and i tell you, it's damn difficult. my brains are not even working and i didn't revised anything on chapter one and besides, no one informed me that there's test today. i am very pissed off. and i did some short revision and guess what? the parts where i revised didn't turn out on the paper. shit, it's just waste of time. and farrah is the one who told me the paper are all based on Multiple Choice. i only did some of the questions that i can asnwered and some of them, i leave it blank. i saw suhailah put aside the paper and went to sleep. so, i followed her. ah, i have 5-7 minutes of good sleep.

after school, went lepak for a while and off to home. waited for nurul to give the cable to me, transfere all the pictures and done. we went down and lepak, walked around. and around 5 plus, we went home. and i've got sms from shidah. tomorrow's plan will be cancel due to some many girls that are not able to turn up tomorrow and that includes me. i'm sorry shidah, maybe next time lah okay. don't worry, there's still many days for us to go out together. i promised but one day. i have not read my malay book yet. and farrah has started reading Twilight.

maii, i didn't get your email. can you add me?

This what she want from the start. I'm trying to keep things cool down. I've try to be fair with everyone but it seems that i can't. I've given a chance to leave a space for her but yet, i didn't cause with my busy schedule. And can i ask, CAN'T SHE EVEN UNDERSTAND ME? She wasn't in my position so she didn't feel how hard i try to make this happen. So if she want it to be this way, i'm fine with it. Cause i can't stand with all her sarcastic remarks. We are normal friends starting from now. So that simply means, i don't have to stressed myself out to be fair again.

I have to be strong. I have to move on. And,

there is so many friends out there are supporting me from the back.

I'm glad to have those friends :) It worth big time.

I just confused with my feelings. I've got so many things to let it out. But i don't know which one should i let it go first. " My mum said, follow your heart. But there's so many pieces of them, which one should i follow? " This is how it feels to be me. How i wished i could be like other lucky girls out there. Not to be stuck in a world like mine. It sucks, you know?

She's the one who made me happy.

She's the one whom i appreciate in my life.

it takes time to throw away those feelings,

Actually, there's so many things that i wanted to share with all of you. But then, i don't know how should i start the whole thing. But, nowadays so many happy moments happened in my life. And yes, i had performance at Marina there. So far so good, the feelings of nervous are still there. And it's an angklung performance, by the way. Pictures? Very lazy to upload.

I passed my Malay class test but still, not satiesfied enough. I scored 12/20. You see, i drop a lot in Malay. *Very very sad face* I was careless and didn't concentrate on the paper. Hais, i should be careful next time. I've got so many homeworks that need to be done. My Maths worksheets, my English workbook & my composition but not really a composition. We've to write 3 people's character. Yeah, i still thinking who should i write.

I followed mum to geylang today. First, i thought that it's going to be a boring day. Cause all in my mind is, at home doing homework and then have a nap. But geylang is so boring -.- The journey takes roughly around 1hour and i slept in the MRT. Hopefully, (muke tak buruk eh). So, the moment i woke up, i was at City hall. Then, i count how many stations more to Paya Leba. Ah, i don't want to go to Geylang again. I rather take Taxi then to take Mrt. And somemore, the weather just now is sooo hot. But still, i have to move on.

After that, we took bus number 30 to Jurong Point. It's a long journey, by the way. Cause mum wanted to pay courts. I showed her the DSLR camera and hopefully, we're able to get one. (Insya-allah) And then we walked to starbucks and buy my favourite drinks. Caramel Blended Ice. And then, home sweet home. Ouh yes, i bought a new book. It's called, " Ketika Cinta Bertaksbih " And i'm looking forward to next week cause mum promised me to buy the Ayat-ayat cinta book. Hopefulllyyyyyyyyy, she fulfill her promise. I've got nothing to blog about. I have got so many homeworks that needed to be done. Bye people! :)

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