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Usually, my sunday would be extremely fun and happening. But i don't know what happen with today's sunday. I am sick and tired with the boredom that strikes me. I've got nothing to do besides doing my homework. But i'm just plain lazy to do it now cause i know, my heads&brains are not working at this point of time. I am a lazy ass, i know. Okay, tomorrow is Monday. The day that i've been looking forward all this while. I have to wake up early in the morning and have to get out of the house by 8am. As what sister told us.

All i do at home today is : Sleep, psp, sms, internet, chat, read. And i want to watch Twilight later on. And it's only after i had my short nap but i gurantee that i'll watch twilight at night cause my short nap is going to be a long nap. Even if you wake me up, i can't wake up. Okay, now is about 3.33pm and i'm half dead bored, really. I want someone to text me and talk to me. For at least, there's someone keeps me accompany. Ah, what a life. Sunday..Sunday, why so boring?

Enough of this. I miss my friends, my friends, my friends. I miss my primary school friends especially, peoples like Afifah, Isabella and all. It's been ages i last met them. (chey, ages eh.) Yes, really. I swear, i really missed them alot and i will make sure i'll meet them one day. Make yourself free girls.

Wednesday, will be having Angklung practices because the next day, will be performing at the Marina Platform and i'm looking forward and very excited. But i don't think i'm going to school the next day but see how lah. Hope that i'm not tired on thursday night. Tuesday, i have got no plans but thought of going study date with friends. But, i don't think they're free on that day.

To all chinese readers,
Happy Chinese New Year! :)
Gong Xi Fa Cai.
Don't care about the spelling.

Labels: sunday.

I'm serious right now. I am so fucking tired and so fucking tired to type & also talk. Goodbye readers.

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Labels: saturday is soo boring.

Labels: DISSAPOINTED.

Tag replied ;
From 18 January 2009.

Shidah : hahahaha. normal saje, takde beza pon. one day, i mean you okay?
Caca : ello sayaaaaaaaaaang! yes, i miss you more tao? erm. caca, you kan de byk.
Yati : hahahaha, tak boleh :)
Peini : alright peini :)
Fatin : HELLO! thanks for tagging.
Lyanna : hahaha, thanks.
Kak mel : hahahaha, thanks kak mel. takmao geram sangat :)

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Yesterday, i stay back with some of my friends and classmates to decorate our classroom that are really really plain ugly. And it's blank, nothing on the notice board. I've decide on some colours that suit for our class which is RED&BLACK. But it suppose to be Peach but since school bookshops doesn't sell peach so we buy red&black instead. feeling-feeling emo. So, we went seperate ways. But i reach the class first and i sweat like...PIG.

I was thirsty and quickly run with anisah to the drink stall and grabbed one apple tea. Ah, refreshing. So we took a long cut to walk to our class. We walk and we talked. And when i reach, the colour paper were stapled in the notice board already?And it's like RED AND BLACK. So, we plan whar to do next and we're running out of papers. And, i decide that we should take all the papers and paste all the black ones on the notice board while the red one we do it as decorates, drawing and etc. It's a good idea anyway and everyone agreed.

Seriously, i wanted to paste the " PLEASE PAY ATTENTION " & " PLEASE ENDURE WITH US " sign at the above walls. It seems to be very stupid but interesting, right? And still, who is hell gonna draw that? Ah, another problem. And i saw there's this box, white in colour. Thought of wrapping that thing up in red and design it like ......... so that people kene pranked. But i don't think it's a good idea anyway. We went off around 4.30pm and i meet brother at the pasar tengah because he wanted to put some games into my psp. Like finally, so i can play in peace without anyone disturbing me :)

Lessons are okay but somehow i find that Maths is really boring. I don't know why but i can easily fall asleep and cool lah, because there's fan above me. But only for maths, not others. But somehow, i'll try not to sleep in class during Maths. And also my partner that sit next to me. Thanks for sleeping and you've made me wanna sleep. Sebab, tengok dier tido mcm syiok gitu. hahahaha :)

today, school was fine except for assembly. assembly sucks at big time. it such a bored and i almost sleep during assembly. but however, the funny part is that suhailah cried when that monster came out to stage. she cried badly, very badly. i console her & guess what? she scold me back? eh, she sucks yknow? (i don't care if you're reading this.) and you should have understand my feelings too. i've tried my best to console you and you do this to me. shit, i just can't accept the way you treat me. i'm not a dog, mind you.

after school, i had my lunch with my babygirls. and at that time, i was in a good mood to eat and there's something that stop me from eating and i've lost my appetite. i don't know why but i just can't continue my food and left with so many leftover foods. i've wasted my money on that okay, ahhh! okay, chill uh chill okay :D and then, i went out from the school and sit near the school there. opposite the school, there's this blog and that is the part where i can't stop laughing. i had fun (: and we have to go back to Jurongville because anisah and aida really need to go to toilet. haha, must walk all the way to school back. very tiring & i very malas you know? hahaha, lazy pig, i know.

and then, lepak and went home. and lepak with nurull and we do something stupid. i should not reveal it here okay. but whatever it is, the whole day, i had fun :) i want more.

everytime when i have the feelings for you, your heart will go for another girl. and it seems that every guys that i fall for, would fall for other girls. so, it's better for me to stop with all this craps and mind my own business. right? and i was given a time to get him. no, i won't try hard to get him. isn't it the other way round whereby he should try hard to get me? haha, i know that is impossible. come on, let's make the impossible, possible :)

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Sunday which was yesterday, i went out with my family. We hit the down as me&my brother want to do our shopping. We headed to Plaza Singapura and the taxi fare cost around idk how much. I bought tops from Cotton On that cost me around 20 bucks? Ok, quite cheap but actually i wanted to buy ripples t-shirt. But in the end, i end up buying 2 tops for 20 bucks. And then we went to have our ice cream at Swensen. I ordered the Firehouse happy birthday. And brother&sister paid the bills that nearly cost $100. We went into seperate ways cause sister is going out with brother in law to check out the new prems.

And we walked from Plaza Singapura all the way to Takashimaya and then Wisma. Ok, then i saw nike shop and i went in. I look around and look around and something caught my eyes! Yes, this nike airmax, my new baby.

Labels: shoppings .

Sunday has been very good to me but today's sunday is way better than the other sunday's that i had. Everyone were at home and we had breakfast together. We jokes, we laugh, we talk & we gossip. And i really had fun today. Oh yeah, i had my new haircut and one of the best shop in jurong area. Min koo and it cost me around $15. Yeah, though it's expensive but i think it's worth it. I like my new hair style.

Yes, i'm going to Plaza singapura at 1pm. i want that ripple t-shirt and i hope brother is in good mood to buy it for me. Nah, but if he doesn't, i have to use my own money. sadded. but i don't think brother wouldn't but it for me. Pray hard for me please?

Oke, i take pictures with my siblings (exclude my sister) using my sister's laptop webcam. Oke, cool huh? I think all of us are acting CUTE.

Labels: sunday.

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Today's cca fair is quite oke eventhough things went haywire. I came a bit late today around 7.30 because i have to wait for my brother in law and my sister. They wanted to go out and they sent me off to school, thanks. When i reached school, all of my friends already changed into their own custome and they asked me to changed quickly. I run up to second level and get to changed as fast as i could. I called aida and sheila to helped out with nurull.

Soon after i got changed, i went to music room straight to put my things there. And take my number and sit down quietly before any further instructions. There's malay dancers and also dikir barat. We had short practices as we are the second item to performed. The first item was chinese orcheastra (SP)? Haha, tho we're performing for secone's,the feelings of nervous are still there. Tho, it's not our first time. It has been so many times we performed up stage. Oke, maybe there's parents around so we feel abit different/weird.

After that the parents&also the students walked around from booth to booth. And it seems that not so many students came to our booth. Maybe they didn't know where we are. And alhamdullilah, we've got some of them in the MCC. 29th january, we will be performing at the Marina Platform. How excited can we be. hahahahahha :)

After cca fair ends, i stayed at school for a while as i wanted to wait for my sister. I didn't tagged her along to Bukit Panjang but i met her at Jurong point instead. She got herself a HP mini laptop already. I am so happy eventhough it's not even mine. At least, i can used it. And also, there's webcam that comes with it. But still, the image are still blur and dark. Cannot see our face when i switch on the webcam. And i webcam-ed with kak noi just now. And sadly, i cannot even do any screenshots. :( maybe next time when i explore this laptop. hehehehe.

I've got myself this headband that cost me around $10.90 and a shades that cost around $10. And i've spent a total of $20.90 only for two items. And not including my foods that i bought today. I'm left with 20bucks now. I've got to save and LEARN to save. So, whenever i need cash, i don't have to rely on my siblings nor mother. I've used up their money, the most. And days by days, i'm getting older right? (aik, macam orang tua pulak aku berbual.)

Kak noi is coming back to singapore, hooraaaay! I can't wait to meet her! And she'll be with us in singapore on 26th january during our Family gathering at East Coast park. Hopefully, everything goes fine and everyone can cooperate. And I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET MY COUSINS! and also, my uncles/aunties/grandma/relatives/nieces/nephews&everyone lah.

suhailah&farrah,
I'm sorry lah, i didn't know that he might turn up. So that $100, lupekan sudah. It doesn't worth a single cent plus, i've got no enough money. I'm not rich oke? hahahhahahaha.

And by the way, i'm happy today, very very happy. My second brother bought me a psp. And it's a surprise gift lah siol. how sweet can he be, i hugged him tightly and shout THANKYOU! It's in white in colour and there's 10 free games and yet want to put more! so that i won't get bored with those games. Once again, thank you so much brother. I love you.

Labels: happy moments.

my handphone die already. don't ask me why & i'm not in a good mood today. but soon after, someone made me smile & i'm oke. i didn't had anything during recess. i wasn't in a good mood but i only had grape drink. i waited for farrah&suhailah to finished up their food and they take a very long time to finish it all. alamak, dah kene sound ngn student councillour baru cepat makan. after recess was EBS. we learn the introductions and we do some group discussions together. and sempat siol sheila&eddy bergaduh. hahaha, just because of the values can be one issue? hahaha.

just now nurul, anisah came to my house. and around 5 plus farrah came to my house to meet nurul and buy her new shoes. black shoe for tomorrow :) jiwe ehk? thanks for the headband sayang. and we laugh our ass off because of something that i think its-really-funny. :)

Bestfriends are bestfriends, friends are friends. don't mixed with the wrong people but i'm going to say this out. even if you have new friends, don't forget your bestfriends. cause bestfriends is the one who gonna be there for you no matter what. ( better remember this oke. )

and you are nowhere to be found today :( where have you been?

Labels: way better than before..

I've got the latest news to share! but i don't think you might know her but nevermind eh. her BELOVED BOYFRIEND yg so called " sweet talk mother fucker " bustard die lah wei! hahahaha. I feel bad jugak with her cause i've experience it also. Nevermind oke babe, be strong. I know you can forget him and i am really really sure YOU CAN FIND BETTER GUY THAN HIM oke babe? Don't worry, it's easy, believe me but it takes time uh. You have to endure with it oke.

only my friends know who is the heck is that guy i'm reffering to! :) soo, yeah dah banyak pompan tao oi perangai kau. mesti kau tk laku punye lah eh! I won't elaborate more oke. bye?

Labels: happy nye aku.

Labels: will do it soon oke.

i am happy, i am sad, i am angry.

i came to school quite early today. but whenever i reached school, my friends are nowhere to be found. not in canteen, concourse, parade square. and sometimes, i feel like being leftout. and sometimes, i'm the first one who came to the parade square waiting for them. haishh, what a life! i had fish burger during recess but it taste so awful! i able to finished half of it. went to class straight cause after recess is maths. we go through the break codes answers. i have to do one of the questions and i haven't do any of the questions yet. i borrowed Jessie's book. hahahahhaa, cheating? alah, last minute uh. 11.50am straight, i went down to the hall cause i had to assembled there early as i'm involved with the Good Progress Award. Erm, since i'm the only one from 3T2 so i have no friends there to talked to except for Nazrul. thanks eh for talking to me. hahahaha. after school, i had mee soto for lunch and also green tea. ahh, refreshing (: and took 99 and went home straight.

Congrats to muhammad faiz ridzuan & muhammad fahmie iskandar! hahaha. yeah, dorang pass O level dorang. both of them scored 19 points and they have already spot one course that they wanted in Republic Polytechnic. hahaha, from primary school to now, mesti sekolah nak kene same? hahahaha, nie twin brothers eh made me kekek only. Erm & also to lailah, eventhough you're eligible to enter Higher Nitec but it's oke. it's not the end of life yet, you can still try your best later on. you may not be successful now, but sooner you will oke darling? nevermind, i'm always here for you eventhough that day we fight for something stupid. hehehe, kata nak turon sch jurongville cari linda? hahaha, takde pon batang hidung you?

You can say whatever you want and you can think whatever that are in your mind. I don't care, anyway. I've done my responsibility as a human and also a friend of yours. However, i don't feel like you appreaciate me as a friend. You don't even understand your own bestfriend's feelings? Is this what you called, true friends? Gosh, you might be kidding me. You should give in for the sake for your friend. She has made a lots of sacrifices for the sake of to be fair with others. So, why can't you do it girl? Serious uh, i don't understand you.

" I know i can't make it so don't put high hopes on me, ever again. "

Labels: it's true that i hate you., yes

It seems that someone has got the story twist. I'm sorry but i've got to say this. We've been friends for 3 years and still counting on it. I & also others didn't have any urge to talk behind your back. We didn't even talk about you anyway, don't get things wrong. And if you were to think that we are childish to be like " friend or no friend ", you've got to think twice. Who's at the wrong at first? Who's the one who starts all this? Yes, aku taknak bende nie kecoh sebab aku sayangkan korang sangat. Tapi, everyone has their own limit. If the person's behaviour really made us offended, i really have to take actions. Not by fighting but to settle this things out in a good way. But however, we've already forget about this. So, don't come out with this topics again.

Readers, what would you feel if your own beloved bestfriend said this to you?
" Ehk, takkan aku nak forever ngan korang. Boring seh. "
Oke, it's fine if you're bored with us. But just keep it to yourself, people also have feelings. But can't you even say that into a good manner? Can right? You've made all of us offended. Really really sad after hearing what you've said. I try to forget about it & maybe it's true.

Enough of this. I don't want to talk about this again. (:

I miss my girlfriends. I didn't get to meet them today. I felt lonely because there's no one can made me laugh today. This is because i didn't went to school just now. * sikit punya pandai, aku come out with this idea for not going to school. * But nevermind, there's always tomorrow. Tak mati per tak dapat jumpe one day, hahaha. Erm, since nurul's internet is oke now, i shall not need to text or even call her. I can contact with her thru msn. Heheheheh (:

And yes, i'll be going to school slightly (maybe) early tomorrow. I have to wake up early tomorrow. Hopefully, with the songs that i've changed for my alarm clock helps me a lot. (hopefully...) Hahahaha! hey, tomorrow there's P.E lah. Aiya, i've got no mood for P.E, how? Don't need to P.E? Siao uh, later Mr B nag and nag non-stop. I don't want to hear any words from him tao, buang current.

I've finished Cinta Fitri Season 2 oke? Very proud uh. It's been so long, i've wait for it to end. It has ended finally. I have to wait a little bit longer or even longer for Cinta Fitri Season 3. I'm tired of Cinta Fitri lah, I like Suci. Suci is better, but sadly, i'm addicted to Cinta Fitri. It seems to be like everyone's daily life. Being Critisize, get scolded, being kick-out and so so so on :)

I want to download songs but it seemed that i need to re-install the software. Very leceh lah :( I think, i want to bath and went to bed straight. I want to be early for school tomorrow. (macam paham).

Labels: i got to be fast.

I absent from school today. I rot at home for the whole day, watching Cinta Fitri.

And, i've linked all of you :)

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I went to Jurong Point with my sister & her husband plus her maid and aqilah. Yeah, to get my files, dividers and all school stuff that need to buy. And also, need to finished up the vouchers. So, thought of buying the EBS book but it costs me $19.65 and i think it's such a waste. Cause i can get it free at school bookshop since i'm under F.A.S. Yeah, thought of buying my Art materials but i think it's too early to get those stuffs. And tomorrow, there's art. I've got my eraser&2B pencils.

We had dinner at Makan shiok. I don't know what to eat cause almost every food there, i've tried. (FAKE) So, i got so confused and decided to eat a simple dinner, Chicken rice and goes along with Ice lemon Tea. I'm full, really really full. Everyone is full already. I & my sister went to shops to get Aqilah's coco crunch which costs us $3 for big box of coco crunch. Wait, i don't think it's big. It's medium. Worth? I think so. Nevermind, it's my sister's money what? So, her own business lah worth it or not.

I borrowed farrah, Twilight and Anisah, Cinta untuk Cinta yet i still haven't watch a neither of them. I'm going to spend my weekends with this 2 disc. And not to forget, to finished up my Cinta Fitri season 2. " Shidah, don't give up. Nanti with the following boxes, it's getting more interesting cause every single day, mischa dapat penampar khas dari Oma. " So, don't give up ok? Erms, i've watched till box 20 and another 8 more disc to box 21. Long way to go lah.

Just now, school was fine. Art was great, MT was fun, EP was quite boring, Maths, okayokay, LV is the best! :D Yeah, but since mr L is the one who take over Ms L, so just give him the utmost support lah. So boring lah, go to school and bring back home nothing. I want to do homework so that at home, AT LEAST I HAVE SOMETHING TO DO. Not rotting at home, doing nothing. Mcm a fool, using the computer and check this and that. (macam tak berfaedah). Erms, i think that's all i got to say.

Today, i've received 6 missed calls by different people. I'm so sorry, i could not pick up your calls because my phone is in silent mode and my prepaid is currently, LOW. So, just call my house phone number.

Labels: all for today.

If you've changed your links or wants to be linked,
please tag at my tagboard. I will link ya soon alrights? :D

Labels: peace.

Today, i was quite early for school. As per normal, when i reached school, i would go straight to the councourse. And there's so many sec1 students gathering and i was like blur-sotong, didn't know where to go. *BLUR* Ok, i walked to the level 2 toilet and looked myself in the mirror and i almost wanted to slap my face for making a fool of myself infront of the crowds. Ok, tu bedek. And, i gave up and walked on my own to the councourse. I saw my girlfriends gathered at my class row, i was kinda sad at the moment. I wanted to scold them for not sms-ing me where to meet but then, i can't scold people without the truths right? So, i asked them politely. Yeah, the answer is. They waited for me at the canteen. Shit, whenever i'm outside the canteen, i don't even see one of them. So, not my fault lah? Or maybe my fault, ah doesn't matter lah.

Sit according to register number. Mr Lee keep asking me for the parents support group form & i gave him just like that without tearing the another part, the above part. *i know it's rude*. He told me that i have rehearsals on monday at the hall? Yeah, to take the Edusave thingy. Erms. Ok, today school is fine. Classmate are ok, getting better than yesterday and the last week, friday. I sit with Shuih Leong. Alhamdullilah, i managed to concentrate with my studies well. EBS is ok but yet confusing lah. We went to CPA lab 2, we had practicals. We have to find products through net or something like that. But thanks arh shahrin, i only finished one of them. Recess, i bought 3 A4 size exercise book. After that, we had maths. Maths was ok, i'm able to catch up everything. (with a little bit help of suhailah) Thanks eh kawan! And yeah, hopefully the next lessons, i'm able to catch up with others.

After maths is Assembly. Yeah, they had this presentations which is called, " Outbound leadership" thing. Yeah, it's quite interesting. I enjoy looking at pictures and also the stories that they shared. Interesting! So, we were dismissed class by class. After dismissal, we went straight to General Office because farrah need to served detentions at reflection corner just because she didn't bring her report book. And she have to sit there for 1 hour. So, with this 1 hour kan, we chill at the canteen. And i realised, most of the conversations, we talked about our china trip. Sorry eh suhailah&shidah, it's just macam flashback. Tuh lah, sape suroh tk ikot. And then, they feel leftout. We also talk about our stuffs lah, our problems and stuff. We go out, accompany aida to meet her boyfriend. But then, at last tak jadi. I mean, her bf was there outside the school together with 2 of his other friends. But i d k why ade police, dorang macam tk dare. It is because, we remembered that we cannot hang out outside the school. *EH?* Ok, forget about it. We went to Jurong Point. And we walk and walk, decided to go to KFC to have lunch. Saw Amir & Noora, they very friendly eh. Wave dengan penuh semangat dekat kita & we did the same lah. hahaha (:

We go to farrah's house to take a look at her new kitten. His name is Stitch, very cute and small. (: Anisah sukaaa sekali dengan kucing tu. Hahaha. Maybe it's the beginning arh, tak berani seh nak pegang sebab takot dier gigit. Sumpah eh dier cute gila. Hehs, took bus 157, off home. Wait, i didn't went home straight. I and nurul accompany anisah to buy the cd. And then, off home. Dah sampai rumah, jumped off to the bed and sleep. Tak mandi, burok kan? And i wake up around 8plus. So, went to bathe and on the computer. I had my dinner & now, am very full. Now, watching Istri untuk suamiku, oklah. Hehs.

Labels: this is wht happen today.

That someone, please take care of yourself aites. Don't get yourself into trouble again. Heh(:

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I went to school on time today, heh. Today, school was fine, okay. No problems and nothing happen just that we haven't yet start our lessons except for CPA. Yeah, so just now i seat with nurul for the first and 2nd period. After recess and on, i seat with suhailah. I get so irritated with her as she was being a bit sarcastic with me. Like wth? I don't want to tell what she have done but i know she had done a wrong thing. A thing that gets people offended. So, yeah since we doesn't want to make this thing bigger. We forgive and forget & we're okay now. Hah, so fast eh dah okay? Childish arh kite, setakat benda tu pon nak exeggerating :D

Okay, i had chicken spaggetti for lunch. It cost me $1.50 and yeah, it's delicious. I had wintermelon tea, (my fav). Went off from school at 2.15pm sharp and went back to school again to meet suhailah. Suhailah only go back home around idk what time. So, we just go home straight since it's so long waiting for her. Everyone get free Fried Chicken. Cool huh? But i rejected the offer since i was so full at that moment. We walk the long way, we exist by the concourse and saw k. He was injured and sat on a wheelchair, pity him ): Seriously, it's very pity seeing him. He had difficulty in walking straight as he hurt his knee. Aww, so sadded.

Me, shidah & nurul walked back home. We talk and talk and saw a lots of people. Yeah, shidah actually i was listening to my music. I can't even concentrate listening and you were busy talking. Demi kawan, sanggup mendengar. We talk and talk unnecessary issues. And suddenly, we saw YJ. Hahaha, YJ YJ. make me shock only. hahaha. Okay, so shidah left. Lef t me and nurul, we walked on our own. As our house are in different directions. I take the long cut to my house. And when i reach home, my whole body got rashes. OMG! It's so itchy but nah, it's normal from me. Whenever i sweat, i will always get rashes. So, it's a normal thing (: I went to have my bathe and before that i transfere sister's D&D pictures to the computer. *Kacau arh nie sis*. But by then, i promised her that i'll do it today.

I took quite numbers of pictures yesterday, biasa lah perasan kan? hahaha. So, i very lazy to upload it to the computer. Like, tak perlu lah nak upload, simpan sudah dkt hp. But then, i need to transfere lah since the pictures in my documents folder are the old ones. Heh, whatever lah. Did i told you that this year's sec 1 students are so cute? Especially the girls, all small sized babe. Hah, some of the boys doesn't seemed like sec 1 but sec 2. Hah. Mr Lee & Mrs Neo has assign us to our respective partners. I have to sit with Shuih Leong. My new partner & guess what? Farhana have to sit with JUDE! omg, my best partner sey. Hah, whatever lah. I still have to sit what kan? Teacher is fair enuf. Heh, sori ehk semua. Especially shidah, you're seating next to the window. Endure sudah, jangan berangan jadi princess lah ape ehk. Concentratre on studies, mesti boleh punye. Hahaha.

Labels: good girl.

I had Chocolate bun & milo for lunch, heh.
I woke up late, around 11 plus am.

I can't wait fr this 26th jan.
I can't wait fr 10th jan.
I can't wait fr tomorrow, cause there will be lessons going on.
I can't wait fr the *what goes around,comes around*.
I can't wait fr friday, me & my girls are going somewhere.
And lastly,
I miss kak mel so much & only god knows how much i miss her.

To all who text me in the morning, yesterday's night.
" I'm so sori, i can't reply your message because my prepaid card left $0.01 lah. Anything just call my house phone number ok? If you read this lah. And this includes you, F. Thankyou. "

Labels: i can't wait., really

I can't get myself to sleep. I was on the phone with my bestfriend, we talked crap and i kept quiet the most. Her handphone battery was empty and it off just like that. I thought she was like, kurang ajar or what but she text message me saying that she's charging her phone. I wanted to call her again but it's midnight already, not good lah malam-malam call. (: So since my prepaid are now left $0.01, i used websms to text someone. He still awake so i quickly dialled his phone number and talk until now. Hahaha, i told him that i miss him so much. And then, mcm biasa, kembang! :D hahaa, he will only put down the phone when it's 5 am in the morning. Okay, we challenge ourself. Let's see who gets sleepy first?

Labels: short post.

Thank you so much fr yesterday late night calls. I think without you around, i could have throw my temper to her. And now, i'm able to control my feelings. I don't think i can move on with my life cause i've been thinking of what i'll do next. I can't wait with the " What goes around, comes around. " I don't know why. I want that someone to feel what is feeling of hurt. So, i got to be patience. But somehow, i didn't regret with the decision that i've made. Yes, i'm not a good friend, i'm mean. But isn't it the other way round? Think twice aites.

Yesterday's talk with F was awesome. He made me laugh, smile, shine. He also give me advise on what i should do next and also helps me to control my feelings. That 6 hours talks really made me feel different now. Thnks eh fr making me laugh like one mad girl & make me feel way better than now. Now, i feel how good to have someone understands me. And besides, he's more than a friend already. Haha, you should get what i mean. Yes, yes, yes, he is my bestfriend. He is also my ex but i don't want to think about it. Cause, " IT DOESN'T EVEN CROSSED MY MIND. " So, don't accused that " I HAVE HARD FEELINGS ON HIM. " Sorry eh if you're reading this F, no offence. You should know why? (:

10 Jan, there's 2 event going on. One is Kude Kepang performance & the other one is Hiphop dance competition that will be held @ Republic Poly. which one to go uh? hahaha, nevermind. Later can decide. 26th, family gathering! I really can't wait for the day to come.

And, i don't know why i feel so not okay today. Eventhough it's saturday, i just feel the same. Hah, nevermind. I want to go out with my friends. Soon uh soon (:

Labels: It's not a small things tho.

You can't be kidding me , this is stupid !
okeh, since you treat me this way, i'll treat you the same way too.
don't worry babe , mine will be 2X worst than wht you've done now .
get ready to cry & begged fr other's sympathy ..

" kau pandai per belit-belit cerita dengan orang ? hahaa , tunggu je . "

Labels: malas ah mau layan pompan camnie.

happy new year people ! :D

i think i enjoy school today eventhough i'm late . okeh lah teacher , i'll try to wake up earlier . hahaha ! but i don't think i enjoy my life now. it sucks big time . idk why , i don't want to point out here . it's no use cause it's kinda of stupid thing if tht someone did it . and i knw tht someone dun want to lose wht tht has given to her rite ? haha , shithead uh ! you made my life turn upside down and now , i'm waiting fr yr turn okeh ?! *wat goes around, comes around*

" kau tunggu sua kau peh turn . mesti akan datang punye .. aku da sort uh ngn kau , aku tkleh take it uh ! kalo kau nak amek , amek lah . siket aku tk de goyang . tpi , satu saat ! aku pasti , ini semua akan terjadi pade kau . aku tk kesah sape cari sape okeh ? aku tknk dngr apaper dari mulot kau lagik . enuf is enuf lah ! kau memang sial , kau taw ? kau rampas org peh hak , taktahu pikir org peh perasaan? org jek kene pikir perasaan kau ? sedar eh diri kau sape . "

Labels: gi mampos uh.