Good morning ;D it's 10.50am !

And yes, tomorrow i'll hit the beach at Sentosa. Tomorrow, i'll be having Family Day over there. And suhailah's one is today. Cool~ It will be cooler if we bumped to each other tomorrow. Hahhh! Whooo, it's been ages i went to Sentosa beach's. I wonder, how beautiful the scene is. I really can't wait uh. And i've text Nurul and she didn't replied. Hello, i'm not sms-ing you Good morning sms la. And i think, you haven't wake up from sleep yet uh~ still in lala land eh? Cool uh.

And i'm so boring right now. I tend to blog yesterday night but yesterday night i was so tired+sleep=Lazy to update. And i just can't wait for later, i'm going out (maybe).

' I'll stop dancing, I'll go on my new way. '

Labels: Plain jealous.

I think it's my fault. I am the one who made you angry. It's because i care for you & that's why i got to act this way. And because of this way you can handle it, you choose the wrong way to deal with it. So, i'm confused with myself. I know and you know, the secrets we shared together. And every night calls i've been receiving are now, nomore callings. And somehow, i feel regret. I hear from one side but not from your own mouth. I regret, really :(

Stop, i think and i really think i've made a big offends.
I made people angry and now, that someone doesn't want to talk to me.
But~ he says, i did nothing wrong to him and why should he forgived me?
Ahhh, you're funny la boy! what's up with the,
" You won't understand, it's a long story. "

And i want to tell you uh, this song titled ' Fall by Ina ' ,
really nice gile you know. I like the song. It means alot to me.
:}

I can't wait for tomorrow. I can't wait for tomorrow.
:} whatever la~ lalalalalala.
Another 8 more days to someone's birthday!
nak present? hahh.

Labels: somehow i feel regret.

Labels: to let things out.

Labels: boring.

I'm so bored right now. I've got nothing to do and i'm such a fool right now.
I'm still thinking what i should do, besides surfing the net.

The only word that cross my minds right now are,
- Go out with sister.
- Hang out with Friends.
- On the phone with someone.

But that's impossible. Today is Saturday and Saturday would be lovely if we're with our family. Right? I miss gathering with cousins. I want sleepovers la. As Soon As Possible, It would be better.

And i'm getting so BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!
yay, i'm bored. and camera-whoring doesn't helps either.
watching movie? friendster? ahhh, never! ;D
it gets more boring-er infact.

' he's so hot until i melted. '

Labels: hottest.

Labels: wahliao.

It's been a long time since i last meet her,
that was the time we had our dance practice together
with her crew, now no more longer see her face everyday.
awwww, i really really miss you kak mel.
how i wished, we can go out today. ;D





i didn't go to school today because i had stomach cramps.
i thot that it would get better by now but i was wrong.
it gets worst than the day before. this is how i feel,
when menses came.

Labels: everything screw up.

I come to school today. And i was a bit late but i'm actually saved. And it's another few more days before school closed and we can actually have fun during the holidays. And the first thing i came to school, the first place where i actually want to go first is my class. To meet the other girls but time doesn't allow me so. I got to walk my way to parade square and seat at the respective classes. And we do the usual stuffs like singing the national anthem whereby i actually i'm not singing? And i still have the time to peek at someone on my right side, which is secondary one students. I was kind of happy because at that moment i can feel i'm high. But actually i'm not, because i tip toe my legs. Yes, pretend to be tall.

Next, lower secondary had some talks at the hall. Yeah, it sounds bored. Seating in the hall for several hours is hurting my bones badly. I had semut-semut and i have to hit my legs due to the pain that i gotta endure for a few hours. Teachers keep us up for being too noisy, that's worst. And somemore, our recess is delayed. But we get another 3 minutes extra time. That's great but still, i didn't have time to finished up my food. And yeah, just now the police had a talk. It's kinda interesting, only the videos that made me like wanna watch it again. This time round, we merge with upper secondary which is secondary 3 because secondary 4 students didn't come to school. They will be having their O's today. Good luck (: After that recess and follow by Malay.

End-of-year Results.
Malay period, we get our papers back. Yes, i'm sastisfied enough with the marks that i've got. I've scored a good number though. 1st paper i got 15/20 [ happy! ] and i actually thot i'm the highest but i'm not. Eddy is the highest, he scored 18/20. I'm so jealous. I've always had this dream of being top 1 in malay. But somehow, i failed. What a luck, maybe next time huh? :D Okay, for paper 3 i'm a bit more happy because i scored 30/40 [ extremely happy! ] and so, Eddy scored higher. If i'm not wrong, 36/40. Not fair and again, i'm jealous. That's okay, as long as i pass for both papers. I keep smiling at everyone and i keep telling them to work harder next time. CPA next, like as usual i keep fighting with Mr Lee. Friendly fights la kan, he's a teacher. So, i must a least have a bit of respect. ( ABIT! ) So Mr lee give out the papers and as usual, Jessie and Janet is the top 2. Okay, the usual one. So, i scored 36/50. [ extremely happy! ] and Janet scored 38/50. So i asked everyone around who scored 37? No one answered, kinda sad huh? So that means, i'm top 3. Yeaaaa! If someone who scored 37, you sucks. I drop into Top 4. AHHHHH? Nevermind. Okay, i'm top 3 pple! :D wheeeeeee. Mr Lee only give presents to people who top 2. But i beg him and finally, i'll get also! (maybe) but i'm top 3 what? yeaaaaaa! top 3! :D

The other papers, i still haven't got yet. And for what i know, i failed my maths. So, no need to worry about maths because every year i failed my maths. So, nothing surprised. :D So, i want my english paper, can i?

tomorrow is Promotion Day. So, there's no school tomorrow. Yayness and the others planned to go out jalan raya together. And hopefully, it works this time. And it's gonna be fun because, many people are going. So those who are going tomorrow, call me or text me up for details! 10q.

i'm still waiting for my results to be out.
hopefully i can score a better marks.
and make my mum proud! :D

Labels: i am happy.

i've got something to tell you. i wake up early today! :D how happy, yes for the first time. because usually, every saturdays i will sleep like pig and will never wake up until mum screams. so, the reason why i wake up early is becasue..my 1st brother disturbs my sleeps. he jump off to the bed and sleep. so, i get so irritated and i wake up and off to the hall. i don't like sleeping with my brother, later, he will disturb me so that i will not sleep together with him. this kind of brother should be punch in the eye.

yes, as i promised i will upload the pictures soon. but too bad, my camera is with anis. and i just get to know it yesterday. if i didn't ask her about it, i wouldn't know where is the hell my camera is. i nearly cry because i thot my camera left in the ferry or something. i find the whole bag, each and every plastic and stuff. so i texted all my girls and just to confirm weather i've put my camera in my bag or not. and none of them replied. and this is so getting on my nerves and i'm getting worried. the last person that i text is anis. so, i asked her and she replied ; ' the camera is with me, i forget to tell you.' oh? at least, i'm much relieved. ((((((:

and also, i want to transfere songs from nurul's brother mp3 to my computer because all the songs that i wanted are all in the mp3. cool, i love this creative mp3. white and simple, i want to grab it soon. but 2nd brother doesn't allow me so. because i've got myself a mp4 creative. so, i shouldn't waste my money on the mp3 right? he scolded me, err not really ah. just an advise to me to stop shops for the things that unnecessary. *sigh* okay whatever. my camera sucks. it uses a lots of battery and i want to complaint to brother and if possible, i would want to get a new one! *winks* if POSSIBLE. if IMPOSSIBLE, wait till i've got enough money. soo meaning, i got to save money.. next, DSLR camera oi! :D

you know what? i miss bintan. i miss the kids. i miss the place. i want to go back there again. i miss bintan, i miss bintan. and by this time, 10.36am and bintan is like, 9.36 and we were on the way to the school which takes us 45 mins journey from the place where we had breakfast? yes, you can sleep. i sleep because i'm too tired. others also sleeps. (:

what's next ?
chinaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :D

Labels: lame post.

i am finally back from Bintan. so, i am so happy but kinda sad because i got to leave Bintan forever. i wish i could lived there for the rest of my life. though it's hot, boring or whatever, i still love the childrens, kids over there. they are such a wonderful people and kind. thus, they are so cute and kind. besides, they are caring people. they are not some arrogant babe and dude like those teenagers in singapore. hee, no offence. so for now, sorry for the long post but i've got to post for the sake of someone. and pictures will be uploaded in the next post which will be on next week because i really tired to upload (:

day one.
i wake up early. shidah called me up and yet i'm still sleeping eventhough i want to wake up the moment she called. but all i could say is, 5 mins. so, my 5 mins all gone to 5.20. i wake up at 5.20am and i was shocked and immediately went off to bathe. while bathing, my girls have been texting me non-stop. asking me weather i wake up already or not. sowie if i didn't reply. i've got no time and i'm rushing. so, get ready and had my morning breakfast. ahhh, simple breakfast. i had plain bread with milk. and i'm off to my void deck. and i asked for my 1st bro's permission to wear his shoes. then the moment nurul came, she wear her white shoes (school shoe) and i feel so tak okay. i went up and get my shoes changed into school shoes. sadded sey, i want to wear it badly. so the time shows 5.55am? and we promise shidah that we'll meet her at 6am? so we want to take taxi instead of waiting for bus. because we are already late. but then, at that moment, really hard to get a taxi. we were nearly got one, but the other person got it first. what a luck! =( nevermind, maybe no luck. so we got to walk to hua yi bus-stop there and wait for the bus to come. so, we take 99. and kind of paiseh ah. because only me & nurul bring a big big bag like as if we're going to AUSTRALIA (:we ignore those people and hear our songs. we aboard from the bus and you guess what? lots of people wearing outside shoes, track shoes. i am so not happy on that time when i saw them wearing those shoes. i regret, suhailah wear black shoes. i was kinda pissed. errrgh, nevermind. we went in our school and waited for others to arrived. sadly.. zhi chang didn't came and we waited for him like how many minutes. still, he haven't reach the school yet. teachers made a final decision to go on without him. what a waste, zhi chang. mdm rafilah is our teacher in-charge, had so much fun with her. she's quite gerek teacher la. really, serious (: and then, bus-ed to tanah merah. and went in and stuff. reach and go to lodge and i don't want to continue.

day two.
wake up at 3.45 am, indonesia time. so that means, in singapore, it's 4.45am. and yes, another 1 more hour before i could go to bathe. so we sleep for another 1 more hour. had a great time sleeping with gf. and farrah and suhailah sleep at our rooms. so, we planned to hear misteri jam 12. so all of us decided to sleep at the living room. those lucky people who sleeps at sofa, really lucky. while the one who sleeps at the floor, unlucky. really cold until we cannot stand and wake up due to the coldness. and suhailah, nurul angry with me. because i sleep the moment the songs had finish playing. you know the songs is really boring to the max. yeah, i wake up the next one more hour and get bathe. the moment i get of from the toilet, dia punya sejuk aku tak leh take it ah. so, assemble. go for breakfast. and do some work over there. and introductions.. and went in their classroom. so pity, they don't have any fans. plus, it's quite hot inside. but i got to endure, yeah. so, i seat with shidah, then nurul. and we join. and the people are like arrogant. a bit ah. but in the end, i find that they are friendly. my best ever girl that i know, is this girl named i don't know la. she's cute yo! :D hehehehe. cute taw! and whenever she laugh, she looks sooo CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! i want to hug her gitu and she is 14 years old. same age with me (: okay, lunch. and went back to their school and paint the walls and stuff. so, had fun! :D and home, lodge, pack and get ready for dinner..and we eat a lot. nice laaa! we go shoppppp and stuff.

okay, right now. i feel so tired to type it everything from day 1 to day 3. so, i'll upload the picture soon and let it explain everything aye? :D and the day two seemed like on day 1. but no, it's day 2. i know (:

Labels: singaporeeeeeeeeee i miss yooou.

Labels: bintan..bintan..

Labels: nothing to say.

Labels: i promised.

today is the hilarious and joyous day i had with girlfriends. even though it's a little bit mess up with the plans, still it going on perfectly smooth just now. sadly, dadah cannot join us for today's outing or else, it will be gonna have lots of fun. we went to kiddy palace and toy r us and we got so extremely excited and yes, i made them laughs like crazy women. especially, the stitch and those animals which nurul claimed, they are her own childrens. okay, i spot this teddy bear who got big tummy and got chubby cheeks. i want to grab one soon but wait till i find my chip and dale first.

ah, i bought a flower imaginations lights or whatever the name it. you know the one that stick on the wall and shine and come out lights at night? ahhh, that one. i bought it at $3.90 and gonna get a new frame to hang on the walls. yay, mum let me re-organised my room since it was messy and disorganised. i'll try my best to find a time to clean everything up. right after exams finished, that will be a good job.

Labels: and i laugh like hell.

Labels: try..try..try

2nd brother went for his re-service. so, without him at home is kinda bored. no one entertains me like he do, no one can ever make jokes that funnier than him except my 1st brother. talking about him is useless. probably, he won't be at home. he will be working. yes, i must understand. but somehow, he doesn't have any time left to spend time with family at home. that's kinda made us upset. with that, i'll try to play rubic's cube everyday so that it won't get me bored. when i'm bored, i do silly things. that is the reasons why people text me. but when people text me when i'm bored, i really LOVE to asked stupid questions. sometimes, i don't reply stupid idiotic unlogic answers. yes, i'm a bit of weird. i ask stupid questions and people would reply stupid answer and yet, i don't reply to unlogic answer. who's fault? Mine.

finally, i have just uploaded my pictures from handphone to camera during hari raya. only some because i was so fucking tired at that moment. and i was restless, infact, i got no energy to transfere. not only that, i got no time to reply people's message. pity them who have been waiting for my reply. haha, sorry :D

Labels: enjoy.

Yeah, 1st day of Hari Raya is Hilarious. But at the same time, things got me pissed. I thought i could wake up early so that i can go to the saloon and get my hair done. But unfortunately, it's not my luck anyway. I woke up late and realize sister had already set her hair, she perm her hair, temporary. I was jealous and all she can do is, ignore me. So i asked for brother $10 and the others i'll add. Everything is fine and clock shows 3.30pm and my 2nd brother said that, i've got no time left if i go to the saloon and get my hair done :( I'm a sad girl on that day. But nevermind, Next time, i will, for sure! :D

Simple to say, i'll upload the pictures pretty soon because my cousins/auntie or whatever pangkat will be coming to my house for Raya-ing. So i better get going now.

And before i forget, Maths paper 1 is extremely hard until i gave up. Put it aside and rest for a while. A minute or 2, i continue. I did cry while doing because the chapter that i revise doesn't came out on the paper. What a waste study hard, but the chapter that doesn't test us. Yes, it test our patience. I hate Mrs.K for setting the paper, really hard. I got to study from chapter 1 - chapter 8 during this weekends.